‘Every one o’ them wrong things as you does seems to make out o’ the burk o’ the airth a sap o’ its own as has got its own pertickler stare, but allus it’s a hungry sap, Hal, an’ a sap wi’ bloody fangs. An’ it’s a sap as follows the bad un’s feet, Hal—follows the bad un’s feet wheresomever they goes; it’s a sap as goes slippin’ thro’ the dews o’ the grass on the brightest mornin’, an’ dodges round the trees in the sweetest evenin’, an’ goes wriggle, wriggle across the brook jis’ when you wants to enjoy yourself, jis’ when you wants to stay a bit on the steppin’-stuns to enjoy the sight o’ the dear little minnows a-shootin’ atween the water-creases. That’s what the Romany Sap is.’
‘Don’t talk like that, Sinfi,’ I said; ’you make me feel the sap myself.’
’It’s a sap, Hal, as follows you everywheres, everywheres, till you feel as you must stop an’ face it whatever comes; an’ stop you do at last, an’ turn round you must, an’ bare your burk you must to the sharp teeth o’ that air wenemous sap.’
‘Well, and what then, Sinfi?’
‘Well then, when you ha’ given up to the thing its fill o’ your blood, then the trees, an’ the rocks, an’ the winds, an’ the waters seem to know, for everythink seems to begin smilin’ ag’in, an’ you’re let to go on your way till you do somethin’ bad ag’in. That’s the Romany Sap, Hal, an’ I won’t deny as I sometimes feel its bite pretty hard here’ (pointing to her breast) ’when I thinks what I promised my poor mammy, an’ how I kep’ my word to her, when I let a Gorgio come under our tents.’ [Footnote]
[Footnote: To prevent misconceptions, it may be well to say that the paraphrase of Sinfi’s description of the ‘Romany Sap,’ which appeared in the writer’s reminiscences of George Borrow, was written long after the main portion of the present narrative.]
‘You don’t mean,’ I said, ’that it is a real flesh-and-blood sap, but a sap that you think you see and feel.’
‘Hal,’ said Sinfi, ’a Romany’s feelin’s ain’t like a Gorgio’s. A Romany can feel the bite of a sap whether it’s made o’ flesh an’ blood or not, and the Romany Sap’s all the wuss for not bein’ a flesh-and-blood sap, for it’s a cuss hatched in the airth; it’s everythink a-cussin’ on ye—the airth, an’ the sky, an’ the dukkerin’ dook.’
Her manner was so solemn, her grand simplicity was so pathetic, that I felt I could not urge her to do what her conscience told her was wrong. But soon that which no persuasion of mine would have effected the grief and disappointment expressed by my face achieved.
‘Hal,’ she said, ‘I sometimes feel as if I’d bear the bite o’ all the Romany saps as ever wur hatched to give you a little comfort. Besides, it’s for a true Romany arter all—it’s for myself quite as much as for you that I’m a-goin’ to see whether Winnie is alive or dead. If she’s dead we sha’n’t see nothink, and perhaps if she’s in one o’ them fits o’ hern we sha’n’t see nothink; but if she’s alive and herself ag’in, I believe I shall see—p’raps we shall both see—her livin’ mullo.’