Best Russian Short Stories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about Best Russian Short Stories.

Best Russian Short Stories eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 355 pages of information about Best Russian Short Stories.
was wearing away.  ‘Well? how is she?’ ‘Oh, all right, all right!’ All right, indeed!  My mind was failing me.  Well, I was sitting one night alone again by my patient.  The maid was sitting there too, and snoring away in full swing; I can’t find fault with the poor girl, though; she was worn out too.  Aleksandra Andreyevna had felt very unwell all the evening; she was very feverish.  Until midnight she kept tossing about; at last she seemed to fall asleep; at least, she lay still without stirring.  The lamp was burning in the corner before the holy image.  I sat there, you know, with my head bent; I even dozed a little.  Suddenly it seemed as though some one touched me in the side; I turned round...  Good God!  Aleksandra Andreyevna was gazing with intent eyes at me ... her lips parted, her cheeks seemed burning.  ‘What is it?’ ’Doctor, shall I die?’ ‘Merciful Heavens!’ ’No, doctor, no; please don’t tell me I shall live ... don’t say so...  If you knew...  Listen! for God’s sake don’t conceal my real position,’ and her breath came so fast.  ’If I can know for certain that I must die ... then I will tell you all—­ all!’ ‘Aleksandra Andreyevna, I beg!’ ’Listen; I have not been asleep at all ...  I have been looking at you a long while...  For God’s sake!...  I believe in you; you are a good man, an honest man; I entreat you by all that is sacred in the world—­tell me the truth!  If you knew how important it is for me...  Doctor, for God’s sake tell me...  Am I in danger?’ ’What can I tell you, Aleksandra Andreyevna, pray?’ ‘For God’s sake, I beseech you!’ ‘I can’t disguise from you,’ I say, ’Aleksandra Andreyevna; you are certainly in danger; but God is merciful.’  ‘I shall die, I shall die.’  And it seemed as though she were pleased; her face grew so bright; I was alarmed.  ’Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid!  I am not frightened of death at all.’  She suddenly sat up and leaned on her elbow.  ’Now ... yes, now I can tell you that I thank you with my whole heart ... that you are kind and good—­that I love you!’ I stare at her, like one possessed; it was terrible for me, you know.  ‘Do you hear, I love you!’ ’Aleksandra Andreyevna, how have I deserved—­’ ’No, no, you don’t—­you don’t understand me.’...  And suddenly she stretched out her arms, and taking my head in her hands, she kissed it...  Believe me, I almost screamed aloud...  I threw myself on my knees, and buried my head in the pillow.  She did not speak; her fingers trembled in my hair; I listen; she is weeping.  I began to soothe her, to assure her...  I really don’t know what I did say to her.  ‘You will wake up the girl,’ I say to her; ‘Aleksandra Andreyevna, I thank you ... believe me ... calm yourself.’  ‘Enough, enough!’ she persisted; ’never mind all of them; let them wake, then; let them come in—­it does not matter; I am dying, you see...  And what do you fear? why are you afraid?  Lift up your head...  Or, perhaps, you don’t love me; perhaps I am wrong...  In that case, forgive me.’  ’Aleksandra Andreyevna,
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