During the journey his thoughts dwelt in a dull sore way upon the past.  He saw Marie in her childhood, in her youth, in her rich maturity.  He remembered her in the schoolroom spending all her spare time over contrivances of one kind or another for his amusement.  He had a vision of her going out with their mother on the night of her first ball, and pitying him for being left behind.  He saw her tender face bending over the death-bed of their father, and through a hundred incidents and memories—­all beautiful, all intertwined with that lovely self-forgetfulness which was characteristic of her, his mind travelled down to an evening scarcely a month before, when her affection had once more stood, a frail warm barrier, between him and the full bitterness of a great renunciation.  Oh Marie, Marie!

It was still dark when he reached Paris, and the gray winter light was only just dawning when he stopped at the door of his brother-in-law’s house in one of the new streets near the Champs Elysees.  M. de Chateauvieux was standing on the stairs, his smoothly-shaven, clear-cut face drawn and haggard, and a stoop in his broad shoulders which Kendal had never noticed before.  Kendal sprang up the steps and wrung his hand.  M. de Chateauvieux shook his head almost with a groan, in answer to the brother’s inquiry of eye and lip, and led the way upstairs into the forsaken salon, which looked as empty and comfortless as though its mistress had been gone from it years instead of days.  Arrived there, the two men standing opposite to each other in the streak of dull light made by the hasty withdrawal of a curtain, Paul said, speaking in a whisper, with dry lips: 

’There is no hope—­the pain is gone; you would think she was better, but the doctors say she will just lie there as she is lying now till—­till—­the end.’

Kendal staggered over to a chair and tried to realise what he had heard, but it was impossible, although his journey had seemed to him one long preparation for the worst.  ‘What is it—­how did it happen?’ he asked.

’Internal chill.  She was only taken ill the day before yesterday, and the pain was frightful till yesterday afternoon; then it subsided, and I thought she was better—­she herself was so cheerful and so thankful for the relief—­but when the two doctors came in again, it was to tell me that the disappearance of the pain meant only the worst—­meant that nothing more can be done—­she may go at any moment.’

There was a silence.  M. de Chateauvieux walked up and down with the noiseless step which even a few hours of sickness develop in the watcher, till he came and stood before his brother-in-law, saying in the same painful whisper, ’You must have some food, then I will tell her you are here.’

‘No, no; I want no food,—­any time will do for that.  Does she expect me?’

‘Yes; you won’t wait?  Then come.’  He led the way across a little anteroom, lifted a curtain, and knocked.  The nurse came, there was a little parley, and Paul went in, while Eustace waited outside, conscious of the most strangely trivial things, of the passers-by in the street, of a wrangle between two gamins on the pavement opposite, of the misplacement of certain volumes in the bookcase beside him, till the door opened again, and M. de Chateauvieux drew him in.