There are, unquestionably, household women, accomplished
women, ornamental women, women who are exclusively
wives, or mothers, or sweethearts, women purely spiritual
or purely material; just as there are soldiers, artists,
artisans, mathematicians, poets, merchants, men who
understand money, or agriculture, or government, and
nothing else. Besides all this, the eccentricity
of events leads to endless cross-purposes; many are
called and few are chosen is the law of earth as of
heaven. Madame Rabourdin conceived herself fully
capable of directing a statesman, inspiring an artist,
helping an inventor and pushing his interests, or
of devoting her powers to the financial politics of
a Nucingen, and playing a brilliant part in the great
world. Perhaps she was only endeavouring to excuse
to her own mind a hatred for the laundry lists and
the duty of overlooking the housekeeping bills, together
with the petty economies and cares of a small establishment.
She was superior only in those things where it gave
her pleasure to be so. Feeling as keenly as she
did the thorns of a position which can only be likened
to that of Saint-Laurence on his grid-iron, is it
any wonder that she sometimes cried out? So, in
her paroxysms of thwarted ambition, in the moments
when her wounded vanity gave her terrible shooting
pains, Celestine turned upon Xavier Rabourdin.
Was it not her husband’s duty to give her a suitable
position in the world? If she were a man she would
have had the energy to make a rapid fortune for the
sake of rendering an adored wife happy! She reproached
him for being too honest a man. In the mouth of
some women this accusation is a charge of imbecility.
She sketched out for him certain brilliant plans in
which she took no account of the hindrances imposed
by men and things; then, like all women under the
influence of vehement feeling, she became in thought
as Machiavellian as Gondreville, and more unprincipled
than Maxime de Trailles. At such times Celestine’s
mind took a wide range, and she imagined herself at
the summit of her ideas.
When these fine visions first began Rabourdin, who
saw the practical side, was cool. Celestine,
much grieved, thought her husband narrow-minded, timid,
unsympathetic; and she acquired, insensibly, a wholly
false opinion of the companion of her life. In
the first place, she often extinguished him by the
brilliancy of her arguments. Her ideas came to
her in flashes, and she sometimes stopped him short
when he began an explanation, because she did not
choose to lose the slightest sparkle of her own mind.
From the earliest days of their marriage Celestine,
feeling herself beloved and admired by her husband,
treated him without ceremony; she put herself above
conjugal laws and the rules of private courtesy by
expecting love to pardon all her little wrong-doings;
and, as she never in any way corrected herself, she
was always in the ascendant. In such a situation
the man holds to the wife very much the position of