during a shower, are the preoccupations of his mind.
The street pavements, the flaggings of the quays and
the boulevards, when first laid down, were a boon to
him. If, for some extraordinary reason, you happen
to be in the streets of Paris at half-past seven or
eight o’clock of a winter’s morning, and
see through piercing cold or fog or rain a timid, pale
young man loom up, cigarless, take notice of his pockets.
You will be sure to see the outline of a roll which
his mother has given him to stay his stomach between
breakfast and dinner. The guilelessness of the
supernumerary does not last long. A youth enlightened
by gleams by Parisian life soon measures the frightful
distance that separates him from the head-clerkship,
a distance which no mathematician, neither Archimedes,
nor Leibnitz, nor Laplace has ever reckoned, the distance
that exists between 0 and the figure 1. He begins
to perceive the impossibilities of his career; he
hears talk of favoritism; he discovers the intrigues
of officials: he sees the questionable means by
which his superiors have pushed their way,—one
has married a young woman who made a false step; another,
the natural daughter of a minister; this one shouldered
the responsibility of another’s fault; that one,
full of talent, risks his health in doing, with the
perseverance of a mole, prodigies of work which the
man of influence feels incapable of doing for himself,
though he takes the credit. Everything is known
in a government office. The incapable man has
a wife with a clear head, who has pushed him along
and got him nominated for deputy; if he has not talent
enough for an office, he cabals in the Chamber.
The wife of another has a statesman at her feet.
A third is the hidden informant of a powerful journalist.
Often the disgusted and hopeless supernumerary sends
in his resignation. About three fourths of his
class leave the government employ without ever obtaining
an appointment, and their number is winnowed down
to either those young men who are foolish or obstinate
enough to say to themselves, “I have been here
three years, and I must end sooner or later by getting
a place,” or to those who are conscious of a
vocation for the work. Undoubtedly the position
of supernumerary in a government office is precisely
what the novitiate is in a religious order,—a
trial. It is a rough trial. The State discovers
how many of them can bear hunger, thirst, and penury
without breaking down, how many can toil without revolting
against it; it learns which temperaments can bear
up under the horrible experience —or if
you like, the disease—of government official
life. From this point of view the apprenticeship
of the supernumerary, instead of being an infamous
device of the government to obtain labor gratis, becomes
a useful institution.