She went to bed at once.  Tears were glittering on her eyelashes, but her expression was happy; she fell into a sound sweet sleep, and one could see that her heart was lighter and that she was resting.  It was a long, long time since she had slept like that.

And so we began our life together.  She was always singing and saying that her life was very happy, and the books I brought her from the public library I took back unread, as now she could not read; she wanted to do nothing but dream and talk of the future, mending my linen, or helping Karpovna near the stove; she was always singing, or talking of her Vladimir, of his cleverness, of his charming manners, of his kindness, of his extraordinary learning, and I assented to all she said, though by now I disliked her doctor.  She wanted to work, to lead an independent life on her own account, and she used to say that she would become a school-teacher or a doctor’ s assistant as soon as her health would permit her, and would herself do the scrubbing and the washing.  Already she was passionately devoted to her child; he was not yet born, but she knew already the colour of his eyes, what his hands would be like, and how he would laugh.  She was fond of talking about education, and as her Vladimir was the best man in the world, all her discussion of education could be summed up in the question how to make the boy as fascinating as his father.  There was no end to her talk, and everything she said made her intensely joyful.  Sometimes I was delighted, too, though I could not have said why.

I suppose her dreaminess infected me.  I, too, gave up reading, and did nothing but dream.  In the evenings, in spite of my fatigue, I walked up and down the room, with my hands in my pockets, talking of Masha.

“What do you think?” I would ask of my sister.  “When will she come back?  I think she’ll come back at Christmas, not later; what has she to do there?”

“As she doesn’t write to you, it’s evident she will come back very soon.

“That’s true,” I assented, though I knew perfectly well that Masha would not return to our town.

I missed her fearfully, and could no longer deceive myself, and tried to get other people to deceive me.  My sister was expecting her doctor, and I—­Masha; and both of us talked incessantly, laughed, and did not notice that we were preventing Karpovna from sleeping.  She lay on the stove and kept muttering: 

“The samovar hummed this morning, it did hum!  Oh, it bodes no good, my dears, it bodes no good!”

No one ever came to see us but the postman, who brought my sister letters from the doctor, and Prokofy, who sometimes came in to see us in the evening, and after looking at my sister without speaking went away, and when he was in the kitchen said: 

“Every class ought to remember its rules, and anyone, who is so proud that he won’t understand that, will find it a vale of tears.”