This same style my father had brought into my sister’s life also, beginning with christening her Kleopatra (just as he had named me Misail).  When she was a little girl he scared her by references to the stars, to the sages of ancient times, to our ancestors, and discoursed at length on the nature of life and duty; and now, when she was twenty-six, he kept up the same habits, allowing her to walk arm in arm with no one but himself, and imagining for some reason that sooner or later a suitable young man would be sure to appear, and to desire to enter into matrimony with her from respect for his personal qualities.  She adored my father, feared him, and believed in his exceptional intelligence.

It was quite dark, and gradually the street grew empty.  The music had ceased in the house opposite; the gate was thrown wide open, and a team with three horses trotted frolicking along our street with a soft tinkle of little bells.  That was the engineer going for a drive with his daughter.  It was bedtime.

I had my own room in the house, but I lived in a shed in the yard, under the same roof as a brick barn which had been built some time or other, probably to keep harness in; great hooks were driven into the wall.  Now it was not wanted, and for the last thirty years my father had stowed away in it his newspapers, which for some reason he had bound in half-yearly volumes and allowed nobody to touch.  Living here, I was less liable to be seen by my father and his visitors, and I fancied that if I did not live in a real room, and did not go into the house every day to dinner, my father’s words that I was a burden upon him did not sound so offensive.

My sister was waiting for me.  Unseen by my father, she had brought me some supper:  not a very large slice of cold veal and a piece of bread.  In our house such sayings as:  “A penny saved is a penny gained,” and “Take care of the pence and the pounds will take care of themselves,” and so on, were frequently repeated, and my sister, weighed down by these vulgar maxims, did her utmost to cut down the expenses, and so we fared badly.  Putting the plate on the table, she sat down on my bed and began to cry.

“Misail,” she said, “what a way to treat us!”

She did not cover her face; her tears dropped on her bosom and hands, and there was a look of distress on her face.  She fell back on the pillow, and abandoned herself to her tears, sobbing and quivering all over.

“You have left the service again . . .” she articulated.  “Oh, how awful it is!”

“But do understand, sister, do understand . . . .”  I said, and I was overcome with despair because she was crying.

As ill-luck would have it, the kerosene in my little lamp was exhausted; it began to smoke, and was on the point of going out, and the old hooks on the walls looked down sullenly, and their shadows flickered.

“Have mercy on us,” said my sister, sitting up.  “Father is in terrible distress and I am ill; I shall go out of my mind.  What will become of you?” she said, sobbing and stretching out her arms to me.  “I beg you, I implore you, for our dear mother’s sake, I beg you to go back to the office!”