“That . . . that great-hearted fortitude, faithfulness unto death, poetry of the heart. . . .  The meaning of life lies in just that unrepining martyrdom, in the tears which would soften a stone, in the boundless, all-forgiving love which brings light and warmth into the chaos of life. . . .”

Mlle. Ilovaisky got up slowly, took a step towards Liharev, and fixed her eyes upon his face.  From the tears that glittered on his eyelashes, from his quivering, passionate voice, from the flush on his cheeks, it was clear to her that women were not a chance, not a simple subject of conversation.  They were the object of his new enthusiasm, or, as he said himself, his new faith!  For the first time in her life she saw a man carried away, fervently believing.  With his gesticulations, with his flashing eyes he seemed to her mad, frantic, but there was a feeling of such beauty in the fire of his eyes, in his words, in all the movements of his huge body, that without noticing what she was doing she stood facing him as though rooted to the spot, and gazed into his face with delight.

“Take my mother,” he said, stretching out his hand to her with an imploring expression on his face, “I poisoned her existence, according to her ideas disgraced the name of Liharev, did her as much harm as the most malignant enemy, and what do you think?  My brothers give her little sums for holy bread and church services, and outraging her religious feelings, she saves that money and sends it in secret to her erring Grigory.  This trifle alone elevates and ennobles the soul far more than all the theories, all the clever sayings and the 35,000 species.  I can give you thousands of instances.  Take you, even, for instance!  With tempest and darkness outside you are going to your father and your brother to cheer them with your affection in the holiday, though very likely they have forgotten and are not thinking of you.  And, wait a bit, and you will love a man and follow him to the North Pole.  You would, wouldn’t you?”

“Yes, if I loved him.”

“There, you see,” cried Liharev delighted, and he even stamped with his foot.  “Oh dear!  How glad I am that I have met you!  Fate is kind to me, I am always meeting splendid people.  Not a day passes but one makes acquaintance with somebody one would give one’s soul for.  There are ever so many more good people than bad in this world.  Here, see, for instance, how openly and from our hearts we have been talking as though we had known each other a hundred years.  Sometimes, I assure you, one restrains oneself for ten years and holds one’s tongue, is reserved with one’s friends and one’s wife, and meets some cadet in a train and babbles one’s whole soul out to him.  It is the first time I have the honour of seeing you, and yet I have confessed to you as I have never confessed in my life.  Why is it?”

Rubbing his hands and smiling good-humouredly Liharev walked up and down the room, and fell to talking about women again.  Meanwhile they began ringing for matins.