Love eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 239 pages of information about Love.

Love eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 239 pages of information about Love.

“‘If that is so, Kisotchka, why get married?’ I asked.

“‘Yes, of course,’ said Kisotchka with a sigh, ’but you know every girl fancies that any husband is better than nothing. . . .  Altogether life is horrid here, Nikolay Anastasyevitch, very horrid!  Life is stifling for a girl and stifling when one is married. . . .  Here they laugh at Sonya for having run away from her husband, but if they could see into her soul they would not laugh. . . .’”

Azorka began barking outside again.  He growled angrily at some one, then howled miserably and dashed with all his force against the wall of the hut. . . .  Ananyev’s face was puckered with pity; he broke off his story and went out.  For two minutes he could be heard outside comforting his dog.  “Good dog! poor dog!”

“Our Nikolay Anastasyevitch is fond of talking,” said Von Schtenberg, laughing.  “He is a good fellow,” he added after a brief silence.

Returning to the hut, the engineer filled up our glasses and, smiling and stroking his chest, went on: 

“And so my attack was unsuccessful.  There was nothing for it, I put off my unclean thoughts to a more favourable occasion, resigned myself to my failure and, as the saying is, waved my hand.  What is more, under the influence of Kisotchka’s voice, the evening air, and the stillness, I gradually myself fell into a quiet sentimental mood.  I remember I sat in an easy chair by the wide-open window and glanced at the trees and darkened sky.  The outlines of the acacias and the lime trees were just the same as they had been eight years before; just as then, in the days of my childhood, somewhere far away there was the tinkling of a wretched piano, and the public had just the same habit of sauntering to and fro along the avenues, but the people were not the same.  Along the avenues there walked now not my comrades and I and the object of my adoration, but schoolboys and young ladies who were strangers.  And I felt melancholy.  When to my inquiries about acquaintances I five times received from Kisotchka the answer, ‘He is dead,’ my melancholy changed into the feeling one has at the funeral service of a good man.  And sitting there at the window, looking at the promenading public and listening to the tinkling piano, I saw with my own eyes for the first time in my life with what eagerness one generation hastens to replace another, and what a momentous significance even some seven or eight years may have in a man’s life!

“Kisotchka put a bottle of red wine on the table.  I drank it off, grew sentimental, and began telling a long story about something or other.  Kisotchka listened as before, admiring me and my cleverness.  And time passed.  The sky was by now so dark that the outlines of the acacias and lime trees melted into one, the public was no longer walking up and down the avenues, the piano was silent and the only sound was the even murmur of the sea.

“Young people are all alike.  Be friendly to a young man, make much of him, regale him with wine, let him understand that he is attractive and he will sit on and on, forget that it is time to go, and talk and talk and talk. . . .  His hosts cannot keep their eyes open, it’s past their bedtime, and he still stays and talks.  That was what I did.  Once I chanced to look at the clock; it was half-past ten.  I began saying good-bye.

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