In the morning Ivan Dmitritch got up from his bed in a state of horror, with cold perspiration on his forehead, completely convinced that he might be arrested any minute.  Since his gloomy thoughts of yesterday had haunted him so long, he thought, it must be that there was some truth in them.  They could not, indeed, have come into his mind without any grounds whatever.

A policeman walking slowly passed by the windows:  that was not for nothing.  Here were two men standing still and silent near the house.  Why were they silent?  And agonizing days and nights followed for Ivan Dmitritch.  Everyone who passed by the windows or came into the yard seemed to him a spy or a detective.  At midday the chief of the police usually drove down the street with a pair of horses; he was going from his estate near the town to the police department; but Ivan Dmitritch fancied every time that he was driving especially quickly, and that he had a peculiar expression:  it was evident that he was in haste to announce that there was a very important criminal in the town.  Ivan Dmitritch started at every ring at the bell and knock at the gate, and was agitated whenever he came upon anyone new at his landlady’s; when he met police officers and gendarmes he smiled and began whistling so as to seem unconcerned.  He could not sleep for whole nights in succession expecting to be arrested, but he snored loudly and sighed as though in deep sleep, that his landlady might think he was asleep; for if he could not sleep it meant that he was tormented by the stings of conscience—­what a piece of evidence!  Facts and common sense persuaded him that all these terrors were nonsense and morbidity, that if one looked at the matter more broadly there was nothing really terrible in arrest and imprisonment—­so long as the conscience is at ease; but the more sensibly and logically he reasoned, the more acute and agonizing his mental distress became.  It might be compared with the story of a hermit who tried to cut a dwelling-place for himself in a virgin forest; the more zealously he worked with his axe, the thicker the forest grew.  In the end Ivan Dmitritch, seeing it was useless, gave up reasoning altogether, and abandoned himself entirely to despair and terror.

He began to avoid people and to seek solitude.  His official work had been distasteful to him before:  now it became unbearable to him.  He was afraid they would somehow get him into trouble, would put a bribe in his pocket unnoticed and then denounce him, or that he would accidentally make a mistake in official papers that would appear to be fraudulent, or would lose other people’s money.  It is strange that his imagination had never at other times been so agile and inventive as now, when every day he thought of thousands of different reasons for being seriously anxious over his freedom and honour; but, on the other hand, his interest in the outer world, in books in particular, grew sensibly fainter, and his memory began to fail him.