When we returned to the deck, it was crowded with passengers, the mail was coming aboard, and all sorts of bugle-calls were sounding, for we were carrying “casuals.”  It was a matter of wonder that so many persons should have gathered to bid adieu to a passenger list recruited from all parts of the Union.  The dock was black with people, and our deck was densely crowded.  Khaki-clad soldiers leaned over the side to shout to more khaki on the dock.  An aged, poorly dressed woman was crying bitterly, with her arms about the neck of a handsome boy, one of our cabin passengers; and all about, the signs of intense feeling showed that the voyage marked no light interval of separation.

I stood at the forward rail of the promenade deck, and fell into conversation with a gentleman whom I had met in San Francisco and who was a fellow passenger.  We agreed in being glad that none of our relatives were there to see us off; but, though we made much ado to seem matter-of-fact and quite strong-minded about expatriating ourselves, I noticed that he cleared his throat a great deal, and my chin annoyed me by a desire to tremble.

The gongs warned visitors ashore, and, just as all the whistles of San Francisco were blowing the noon hour, we backed away from the dock, and turned our head to sea.  As the little line of green water between ship and dock widened to a streamlet and then to a river, the first qualm concerning the wisdom of the expedition struck its chilly way to my heart.  Probably most of the passengers were experiencing the same doubts; and the captain suspected the fact, for he gave us fire drill just to distract our attention and to settle our nerves.

The luncheon gong sounded immediately after his efficacious diversion, and the military people who were to eat in the first section—­the Buford’s dining-room was small—­went down to lunch.  The junior lieutenants, and the civil engineers and schoolteachers, who made up her civilian list, took their last look at San Francisco.  We swung past Alcatraz Island and heard the army bugles blowing there.  The irregular outline of the city with its sky-scrapers printed itself against a background of dazzling blue, with here and there a tufty cloud.  The day was symbolic of the spirit which sent young America across the Pacific—­hope, brilliant hope, with just a cloud of doubt.

We passed the Golden Gate just as our own luncheon gong sounded, and the Buford was rolling to the heave of the outside sea as we sat down to our meal.  At our own particular table we were eight—­eight nice old (and young) maid schoolteachers.  Some of us were plump and some were wofully thin.  One was built on heroic lines of bone, and those sinners from Radcliffe were pretty.

Toward the end of luncheon the Buford began to roll and pitch and otherwise behave herself “most unbecoming,” and my room-mate, declining to finish her luncheon, fled to the deck, where the air was fresher.  Feeling no qualms myself, and secretly triumphing in her disillusion, I followed with her golf cape and rug, of which she had been too engrossed to think.  My San Francisco acquaintance coming to my assistance, we established her in a steamer chair and sat down, one on each side, to cheer her up,—­and badly she needed it, for her courage was fast deserting her.