There thou art gone, and me thou leavest here
Sole deg. in these fields! yet will I
not despair.
Despair I will not, while
I yet descry
’Neath the mild canopy of English
air
That lonely tree against the
western sky. 195
Still, still these
slopes, ’tis clear,
Our Gipsy-Scholar haunts, outliving thee
Fields where soft sheep deg.
from cages pull the hay,
Woods with anemonies in flower
till May,
Know him a wanderer still; then why not
me? deg. deg.200
A fugitive and gracious light he seeks,
Shy to illumin; and I seek it too. deg.
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This does not come with houses
or with gold,
With place, with honour, and a flattering
crew;
’Tis not in the world’s
market bought and sold—
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But the smooth-slipping
weeks
Drop by, and leave its seeker still untired;
Out of the heed of mortals
he is gone,
He wends unfollow’d,
he must house alone;
Yet on he fares, by his own heart inspired.
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Thou too, O Thyrsis, on like quest was bound;
Thou wanderedst with me for a little hour!
Men gave thee nothing; but
this happy quest,
If men esteem’d thee feeble, gave
thee power,
If men procured thee trouble,
gave thee rest. 215
And this rude
Cumner ground,
Its fir-topped Hurst, its farms, its quiet
fields,
Here cam’st thou in
thy jocund youthful time,
Here was thine height of strength,
thy golden prime!
And still the haunt beloved a virtue yields.
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What though the music of thy rustic flute
Kept not for long its happy, country tone;
Lost it too soon, and learnt
a stormy note
Of men contention-tost, of men who groan,
Which task’d thy pipe
too sore, and tired thy throat—
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It fail’d,
and thou wast mute!
Yet hadst thou alway visions of our light,
And long with men of care
thou couldst not stay,
And soon thy foot resumed
its wandering way,
Left human haunt, and on alone till night.
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Too rare, too rare, grow now my visits here!
’Mid city-noise, not, as with thee of
yore,
Thyrsis! in reach of sheep-bells
is my home.
Then through the great town’s harsh,
heart-wearying roar,
Let in thy voice a whisper
often come, 235
To chase fatigue
and fear: Why faintest thou? I wandered
till I died.
Roam on! The light we
sought is shining still.
Dost thou ask proof? our tree
yet crowns the hill,
Our scholar travels yet the loved hill-side.
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RUGBY CHAPEL deg.
November 1857