Thou hast not lived, deg. why should’st thou
perish, so? deg.151
Thou hadst one aim, one
business, one desire deg.; deg.152
Else wert thou long since
number’d with the dead!
Else hadst thou spent, like other men,
thy fire!
The generations of thy peers
are fled, 155
And we ourselves
shall go;
But thou possessest an immortal lot,
And we imagine thee exempt
from age
And living as thou liv’st
on Glanvil’s page,
Because thou hadst—what we,
alas! have not. deg. deg.160
For early didst thou leave the world, with powers
Fresh, undiverted to the world without,
Firm to their mark, not spent
on other things;
Free from the sick fatigue, the languid
doubt,
Which much to have tried,
in much been baffled, brings deg.. deg.165
O life unlike
to ours!
Who fluctuate idly without term or scope,
Of whom each strives, nor
knows for what he strives,
And each half lives a hundred
different lives;
Who wait like thee, but not, like thee,
in hope. deg. deg.170
Thou waitest for the spark from heaven! and we,
Light half-believers of our casual creeds,
Who never deeply felt, nor
clearly will’d,
Whose insight never has borne fruit in
deeds,
Whose vague resolves never
have been fulfill’d; 175
For whom each
year we see
Breeds new beginnings, disappointments
new;
Who hesitate and falter life
away,
And lose to-morrow the ground
won to-day—
Ah! do not we, wanderer! await it too
deg. deg.180
Yes, we await it!—but it still delays,
And then we suffer! and amongst us one,
Who most has suffer’d,
takes dejectedly
His seat upon the intellectual throne;
And all his store of sad experience
he 185
Lays bare of wretched
days;
Tells us his misery’s birth and
growth and signs,
And how the dying spark of
hope was fed,
And how the breast was soothed,
and how the head,
And all his hourly varied anodynes. deg.
deg.190
This for our wisest! and we others pine,
And wish the long unhappy dream would
end,
And waive all claim to bliss,
and try to bear;
With close-lipp’d patience for our
only friend,
Sad patience, too near neighbour
to despair— 195
But none has hope
like thine!
Thou through the fields and through the
woods dost stray,
Roaming the country-side,
a truant boy,
Nursing thy project in unclouded
joy,
And every doubt long blown by time away.
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