bell that speaks the departure of a soul? No.
Can I leave digging the tombs of my neighbours and
acquaintances which have many a time made me shudder
and think of my mortality, when I have dug up the mortal
remains of some perhaps as I well knew? No.
And can I so abruptly forsake the service of my beloved
Church of which I have not failed to attend every
Sunday for these seven and a half years? No.
Can I leave waiting upon you a minister of that Being
that sitteth between the Cherubim and flieth upon
the wings of the wind? No. Can I leave the
place where our most holy services nobly calls forth
and says, “Those whom God have joined together”
(and being as I am a married man) “let no man
put asunder”? No. And can I leave
that ordinance where you say then and there “I
baptize thee in the name of the Father and of the Son
and of the Holy Ghost,” and he becomes regenerate
and is grafted into the body of Christ’s Church?
No. And can I think of leaving off cleaning at
Easter the House of God in which I take such delight,
in looking down her aisles and beholding her sanctuaries
and the table of the Lord? No. And can I
forsake taking part in the service of Thanksgiving
of women after childbirth when mine own wife has been
delivered ten times? No. And can I leave
off waiting on the congregation of the Lord which you
well know, Sir, is my delight? No. And can
I forsake the Table of the Lord at which I have feasted
I suppose some thirty times? No. And, dear
Sir, can I ever forsake you who have been so kind to
me? No. And I well know you will not entreat
me to leave, neither to return from following after
you, for where you pray there will I pray, where you
worship there will I worship. Your Church shall
be my Church, your people shall be my people and your
God my God. By the waters of Babylon am I to sit
down and weep and leave thee, O my Church! and hang
my harp upon the trees that grow therein? No.
One thing have I desired of the Lord that I will require
even that I may dwell in the House of the Lord and
to visit His temple. More to be desired of me,
O my Church, than gold, yea than fine gold, sweeter
to me than honey and the honeycomb.
Now, kind Sir, the very desire of my heart is still
to wait upon you. Please tell the Churchwardens
all is reconciled, and if not, I will get me away
into the wilderness, and hide me in the desert, in
the cleft of the rock. But I hope still to be
your Gehazi and when I meet my Shunamite to say “All,
all is well.” And I will conclude my blunders
with my oft-repeated prayer, “Glory be to the
Father and to the Son and to the Holy Ghost.
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall
be, world without end. Amen.”
P.S. Now, Sir, I shall go on with my fees the
same as I found them, and will make no more trouble
about them, but I will not, I cannot leave you, nor
your delightful duties.
Your most obedient servant,
GEORGE G—— G.
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