again until her marriage long afterwards. She
was not, as is the general popular idea, absolutely
a congenital invalid, weak, and almost moribund from
the cradle. In early girlhood she was slight and
sensitive indeed, but perfectly active and courageous.
She was a good horsewoman, and the accident which
handicapped her for so many years afterwards happened
to her when she was riding. The injury to her
spine, however, will be found, the more we study her
history, to be only one of the influences which were
to darken those bedridden years, and to have among
them a far less important place than has hitherto
been attached to it. Her father moved to a melancholy
house in Wimpole Street; and his own character growing
gloomier and stranger as time went on, he mounted
guard over his daughter’s sickbed in a manner
compounded of the pessimist and the disciplinarian.
She was not permitted to stir from the sofa, often
not even to cross two rooms to her bed. Her father
came and prayed over her with a kind of melancholy
glee, and with the avowed solemnity of a watcher by
a deathbed. She was surrounded by that most poisonous
and degrading of all atmospheres—a medical
atmosphere. The existence of this atmosphere
has nothing to do with the actual nature or prolongation
of disease. A man may pass three hours out of
every five in a state of bad health, and yet regard,
as Stevenson regarded, the three hours as exceptional
and the two as normal. But the curse that lay
on the Barrett household was the curse of considering
ill-health the natural condition of a human being.
The truth was that Edward Barrett was living emotionally
and aesthetically, like some detestable decadent poet,
upon his daughter’s decline. He did not
know this, but it was so. Scenes, explanations,
prayers, fury, and forgiveness had become bread and
meat for which he hungered; and when the cloud was
upon his spirit, he would lash out at all things and
every one with the insatiable cruelty of the sentimentalist.
It is wonderful that Elizabeth Barrett was not made
thoroughly morbid and impotent by this intolerable
violence and more intolerable tenderness. In
her estimate of her own health she did, of course,
suffer. It is evident that she practically believed
herself to be dying. But she was a high-spirited
woman, full of that silent and quite unfathomable
kind of courage which is only found in women, and
she took a much more cheerful view of death than her
father did of life. Silent rooms, low voices,
lowered blinds, long days of loneliness, and of the
sickliest kind of sympathy, had not tamed a spirit
which was swift and headlong to a fault. She could
still own with truth the magnificent fact that her
chief vice was impatience, “tearing open parcels
instead of untying them;” looking at the end
of books before she had read them was, she said, incurable
with her. It is difficult to imagine anything
more genuinely stirring than the achievement of this
woman, who thus contrived, while possessing all the
excuses of an invalid, to retain some of the faults
of a tomboy.