throbbed with pain, and smiled when the glow of health
was on his cheek. She wept holy tears when he
suffered, and when he was delighted her heart beat
with pleasure. It was she who taught him that
august prayer which is sacred in its simplicity to
childhood. She is aged now; her wealth of brown
hair is white with age’s winter, her step is
no longer quick, her eye has lost its lustre, and her
hand is shaken with the palsy of lost vigor.
There are wrinkles in her brow and hollows in the
cheeks which were once so lovely that his father would
have bartered a kingdom for them. She is sitting
by the side of the tomb waiting for the mysterious
summons which must soon come. Oh, young man, you
for whom this mother has suffered, you for whom she
cherishes a love which is priceless and deathless,
you will not hasten her into eternity by an act, or
word, or look, will you? It would kill her to
know that you had fallen under sin’s destroying
stroke. Sometimes she goes to the portrait of
your boyish face and looks at it; at other times she
takes down some worn and faded garment, that you were
wont to wear in those beautiful days of the past, and
recalls how you looked when you wore it; then she
goes to the room where you used to sleep and looks
at the cradle in which she so often rocked you to sleep,
and, after all is seen, she returns to her chair—the
old easy chair—and waits to hear tidings
of you. What would you have her know?
What news of yourself can you send her? Think
of it well. Will you put your wayward foot on
her tender and feeble heart? Is her breathing
so easy that you would impede it with a brutal stab?
Oh, if you know no pity for yourself, have some for
her. You will not murder her, will you? Yes,
you reply, and the laughter of mocking devils floats
up from the caves of hell—“Yes! give
me more rum!” Now, hear the truth: The time
will come when the grass will seem to wither from
your feet, pain will stifle your breath, remorse will
gnaw your heart and fill all your days and nights with
misery unspeakable; your dreams will torture you in
sleep, and your waking thoughts will be torments;
your path will lie in gloom, and your bed will be
a pillow of thorns. You will cry in vain for that
departed mother. You will beg heaven to give
her back, but the grave will be silent. The grasses
are creeping over her tomb, and the white hands have
crumbled upon her faithful breast. But no, you
will not kill her. You will not call for rum.
I have wronged you, thank God! You will be a man.
You are a man. You will lay this book down, and
swear that you will never touch the accursed, ruinous
drink, and you will keep your oath. By sobriety
and good habits you will lengthen your mother’s
days in the land, and smooth her troubled brow, and
give strength to her failing limbs.