Barford Abbey eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 210 pages of information about Barford Abbey.

Barford Abbey eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 210 pages of information about Barford Abbey.

You and I differ much, my Lord.—­Your father left his estate encumbered; it is not yet clear; you are of age, my Lord:  pray, spare yourself the trouble of consulting me, if you do not think of fortune.

Duty to the memory of my rever’d father, the affection and gratitude I owe you, Sir James, calls for my obedience:—­without your sanction, Sir, never shall my hand be given.

He seem’d pleas’d:  I saw tears starting to his eyes; but still he was resolv’d to distress me.

Look about you, my child; look about you, Darcey;—­there’s Lady Jane Marshly, Miss Beaden, or—­and was going on.

Pardon me, Sir James, for interrupting you; but really, I cannot take any Lady on recommendation:  I am very difficult, perhaps perverse in this point; my first attachment must be merely accidental.

Ah! these are the notions that ruin half the young fellows of this age.—­Accidental likings—­First love,—­and the devil knows what, runs away with half the old family estates.—­Why, the least thing men ought to expect, even if they marry for love, is six-pence for a shilling.—­Once for all, my Lord, I must tell you, your interest is to be consulted before your inclinations.

Don’t be ruffled, Sir James; don’t let us talk warmly of a matter which perhaps is at a great distance.

I wish it may be at a great distance, my Lord.—­If what I conjecture is true—­Here he paus’d, and look’d so sternly, that I expected all would out.

What do you conjecture, Sir?—­Yes, I ask’d him what.—­

Your Lordship must excuse my answering that question. I hope I am wrong;—­I hope such a thing never enter’d your thoughts:—­if it has—­and he mutter’d something I could not understand; only I heard distinctly the words unlucky,—­imprudent,—­unforeseen.—­I knew enough of their meaning to silence me.—­Shaking him by the hand, I said, Well, Sir James, if you please, we will drop this subject for the present.—­On which the conversation ended.

What a deal of patience and philosophy am I master of, to be here at my pen, whilst two old men are sucking in the honey which I should lay up for a winter’s store?—­Like Time, nothing can stand before her:—­she mows down all ages.—­Even Morgan, that man who us’d to look on a fine woman with more indifference than a horse or dog,—­is now new-moulded;—­not one oath in the space where I have known twenty escape him:—­instead of following his dogs the whole morning, he is eternally with the ladies.

If he rides out with my angel, for he’s determin’d, he says, to make her a complete horsewoman, I must not presume to give the least direction, or even touch the bridle.

I honour him for the tender regard he shews her:—­yes, I go further; he and Mr. Watson may love her;—­they do love her, and glory in declaring it.—­I love them in return;—­but they are the only two, of all the race of batchelors within my knowledge, that should make such a declaration with impunity.

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