Nymph of the unreturning feet,
How may I win thee back? But no,
I do thee wrong to call thee so;
’Tis I am changed, not thou art fleet:
The man thy presence feels again,
Not in the blood, but in the brain,
Spirit, that lov’st the upper air
Serene and passionless and rare,
Such as on mountain heights we find
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And wide-viewed uplands of the mind;
Or such as scorns to coil and sing
Round any but the eagle’s wing
Of souls that with long upward beat
Have won an undisturbed retreat
Where, poised like winged victories,
They mirror in relentless eyes.
The life broad-basking ’neath their
feet,—
Man ever with his Now at strife,
Pained with first gasps of earthly air,
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Then praying Death the last to spare,
Still fearful of the ampler life.
Not unto them dost thou consent
Who, passionless, can lead at ease
A life of unalloyed content,
A life like that of land-locked seas,
Who feel no elemental gush
Of tidal forces, no fierce rush
Of storm deep-grasping scarcely spent
’Twixt continent and continent.
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Such quiet souls have never known
Thy truer inspiration, thou
Who lov’st to feel upon thy brow
Spray from the plunging vessel thrown
Grazing the tusked lee shore, the cliff
That o’er the abrupt gorge holds its breath,
Where the frail hair-breadth of an if
Is all that sunders life and death:
These, too, are cared for, and round these
Bends her mild crook thy sister Peace;
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These in unvexed dependence lie,
Each ’neath his strip of household
sky;
O’er these clouds wander, and the blue
Hangs motionless the whole day through;
Stars rise for them, and moons grow large
And lessen in such tranquil wise
As joys and sorrows do that rise
Within their nature’s sheltered
marge;
Their hours into each other flit
Like the leaf-shadows of the vine
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And fig-tree under which they sit,
And their still lives to heaven incline
With an unconscious habitude,
Unhistoried as smokes that rise
From happy hearths and sight elude
In kindred blue of morning skies.
Wayward! when once we feel thy lack,
’Tis worse than vain to woo thee back!
Yet there is one who seems to be
Thine elder sister, in whose eyes
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A faint far northern light will rise
Sometimes, and bring a dream of thee;
She is not that for which youth hoped,
But she hath blessings all her own,
Thoughts pure as lilies newly oped,
And faith to sorrow given alone:
Almost I deem that it is thou
Come back with graver matron brow,
With deepened eyes and bated breath,
Like one that somewhere hath met Death:
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But ‘No,’ she answers, ’I am she
Whom the gods love, Tranquillity;