highness said that the Princess Hollandine was not
ill inclined to become your daughter-in-law.
On that point I can give you no information, for I
perceived nothing of this inclination; but this I can
and must confess, that I experienced the most
glowing desire to make the Princess your daughter-in-law;
this I must confess, that I have loved the beautiful,
witty, and charming Princess Hollandine with my whole
soul and from the very depths of my heart. But
never would I have ventured to make the noble Princess
my wife in opposition to your will, father; and since
I must admit that a union with her is not in accordance
with your wishes, and that it is opposed by policy
and state reasons, I have obediently submitted to
your orders, and brought to you and my country the
greatest and holiest of sacrifices that a man can offer:
I have sacrificed my love to you, father! It
has indeed been a bitter struggle with me, and I do
not deny that I yet suffer, but I shall conquer my
pain; yet that I can ever forget the Princess Ludovicka
Hollandine, I can not promise, for he who has truly
loved never forgets. You have desired me to acquaint
you with the truth, father, now you know it.
Let it now he blazoned forth through all Berlin, through
the whole country, even as far as the imperial court
of Vienna, and through the whole world. The Princess
Ludovicka also will then hear of it, and the report
of this confession of my love will reach her.
But let rumor announce this one thing more to the Emperor,
to our country, and to her: that, while the Electoral
Prince Frederick William of Brandenburg could, indeed,
give up a marriage with a Princess whom he loved,
out of respect and obedience to his father, he never
will take as his wife a princess whom he does not
love, out of obedience and respect; that the Electoral
Prince thinks himself much too young and inexperienced
to marry, and that he most humbly implores his father
to spare him the consideration of all matrimonial
projects for long years to come, since he is firmly
determined not to marry yet, and this, indeed, not
out of any refractoriness toward his father, nor out
of any want of veneration for the princesses who might
be proposed to him, but merely because his heart has
received a sore wound, and because this must first
heal. But I do not reproach the Princess Ludovicka
Hollandine with having inflicted this wound.
On the contrary, I speak it aloud, and may my speech
penetrate to her ears as a parting salutation:
Blessed be the Princess Ludovicka Hollandine of the
Palatinate, and may God send her the happiness she
deserves so richly by her beauty, intellect, and goodness
of heart!”
And, carried away by his own warmth and enthusiasm, forgetting all sense of restraint in this moment of highest excitement, Frederick William jumped up from his seat, took up in his hand the unbroken cup of the glass whose foot he had smashed, and filled it to the brim with wine.
“Most gracious mother!” he cried, “look here! the base of this goblet is broken off, and an apt symbol it is of my love. With the last wine which this glass will ever hold let me drink a last farewell to my love, and do you pledge her with me: To the health of the Princess Ludovicka Hollandine of the Palatinate!”