since then found out that I had done the count injustice
in many things through my inexperience and want of
foresight; that he is a very great and experienced
statesman and politician, who with his far-seeing
glances can discern much more clearly than I with
my unpracticed eyes the relations of things. Who
knows but that, after all, the peace of Prague has
been a real blessing to our land. When I behold
its present pitiable and languishing condition as a
neutral, how can I avoid reflecting with horror upon
what might have been the state of things had we joined
any decided war party. Had we sided with the
Swedes, the enmity of the powerful Emperor, vastly
surpassing us in material resources, would long since
have destroyed us root and branch, and my dear father
would have most probably shared the same lamentable
fate as the Elector of the Palatinate, his brother-in-law,
or the Margrave of Liegnitz and Jaegerndorf, his cousin.
He must have wandered with wife and children an exile
in foreign lands, or died of grief among strangers.
On the other hand, had we sided with the Emperor against
the Swedes, a raging, implacable foe would have quartered
himself in the heart of our dominions, and not merely
Pomerania, but the Mark and the duchy of Prussia would
have been overrun-by his warlike hordes. But on
my journey hither I have witnessed the misery and
unspeakable wretchedness of our land, and asked myself
with heavy, sorrowing heart what would have become
of our unhappy country in times of war if neutrality
could reduce it to such poverty and plunge it in such
want and suffering. And then I was forced to
acknowledge that Count Schwarzenberg had acted right
well as Stadtholder in the Mark in wishing, before
all things, to preserve the Mark intrusted to him
from yet greater calamity, by holding it to that neutrality,
being alike impartial between the Emperor and the
Swedes. I therefore begged his pardon in my heart
for having often accused him unjustly before, for he
is indeed a faithful and zealous servant to his master,
and especially endeavors to further his interests,
to maintain his position, and to console him in these
times of affliction. I see, too, that not merely
the Elector holds him in high estimation, and honors
him as his true and valued counselor and friend, but
that my mother as well has taken him into her favor,
and that she has quite recovered from the mistrust
with which she previously regarded him. For surely
it is a proof of great favor when the Electress allows
the count to offer presents of dresses to herself and
her daughters, and no one of us can mistrust him,
who so cordially rejoices over my return that he volunteers
to celebrate it by a splendid festival. The whole
Electoral family has accepted the invitation to this
festival, and thereby prove to Berlin, yea, to the
whole country, that we are on the best terms with
the Stadtholder, and that nothing has transpired which
could shake our confidence in him.’”