Rose-Marie could feel the warmth of his breath upon her face.  Knowing the futility—­the uselessness of it—­she began to struggle.  Desperately she tried to twist her arms from the slim, brutal hands that held them—­but the hands did not loosen their hold.  She told herself, as she struggled, that Jim had spoken the truth—­that a scream, more or less, was an every-day occurrence in the tenement.

All at once she realized, with a dazed, sinking feeling, that the Young Doctor had had some foundation of truth in certain of his statements.  Some of the slum people were like animals—­very like animals!  Jim was all animal as he bent above her—­easily holding her with his hands.  Nothing that she said could reach him—­nothing.  She realized why the Young Doctor had wanted her to leave the Settlement House before any of her dreams had been shattered, before her faith in mankind had been abused!  She realized why, at times, he had hurt her, and with the realization came the knowledge that she wanted him, desperately, at that minute—­that he, out of all the people in the world, was the one that her heart was calling to in her time of need.  She wanted his strength, his protection.

Once before, earlier in the afternoon, she had realized that there was much of the cat in Jim.  Now she realized it again, with a new sense of fear and dislike.  For Jim was not claiming the kiss that he wanted, in a straight-forward way—­he was holding her gloatingly, as a cat tortures a mouse.  He was letting her know, without words, that she was utterly helpless—­that he could kiss her when he wanted to, and not until he wanted to.  There was something horribly playful in his attitude.  She struggled again—­but more weakly, her strength was going.  If there were only somebody to help—­somebody!

And then, all at once, she remembered—­with a blinding sense of relief—­what she had been forgetting.  She remembered that there was Somebody—­a Somebody Who is always ready to help—­a Somebody who watches over the fate of every little sparrow.

“If you hurt me,” she said desperately, to Jim, “God will know!  Let go of me—­or I’ll—­”

Jim interrupted.

“Yer’ll scream!” he chuckled, and there was cruel mirth in the chuckle.  “Yer’ll scream, an’ God will take care o’ yer!  Well—­scream!  I don’t believe as God can help yer.  God ain’t never been in this tenement—­as far as I know!”

Despite her weight of fear and loathing, Rose-Marie was suddenly sorry for Jim.  There was something pitiful—­something of which he did not realize the pathos—­in his speech.  God had never been in the tenement—­God had never been in the tenement!  All at once she realized that Jim’s wickedness, that Jim’s point of view, was not wholly his fault.  Jim had not been brought up, as she had, in the clean out-of-doors; he—­like many another slum child—­had grown to manhood without his proper heritage of fresh air and sunshine.  One could not entirely blame him for thinking of his home—­the only home that he had ever known—­as a Godless place.  She stopped struggling and her voice was suddenly calm and sweet as she answered Jim’s statement.