find me.  It is no valid objection to say that I have had ships in which I could have left—­such, for example, as the “Capitana” and the “San Juan,” which went to Nueva Espana—­for the “Capitana” carried about two hundred persons, and the patache “San Juan” seventy, which number was the utmost that they could carry, on account of the supplies and rigging which they bore.  Nor does it avail to say that I intentionally ran the flagship aground, for the opposite is the truth; nor should it be presumed or believed that a vessel so much needed by this camp (the property, moreover, of his majesty) could purposely have been run aground—­which statement any person who is willing to look at the matter dispassionately, will clearly perceive.  And it avails even less to say that the father Fray Andres de Urdaneta requested me to settle in the island of Ladrones, for this did not occur; nor will such a request ever appear, in truth, save in so far as it was discussed whether it would be well for us to go to that island, in view of our having no supplies, or any kind of meat, or anything to live on.  It was agreed by all that we should proceed thither, as was done; and the six hundred crafts which he said came alongside the ships came to beg and not to give.  For, in all the ten days of our stay there, we could not buy ten fanegas of rice; and if they brought anything it was cocoanuts, bananas, tamalle, and other articles of the fruit kind, of very unsubstantial and ordinary quality.  This will prove to be the truth, rather than what is said in opposition thereto.  And when we arrived at these islands, we were in great need of food, as we had on board the fleet nothing but biscuit—­and even that in small quantity, as it was carried only by the “Capitana” for its return; so that the whole camp suffered for the lack of food.  And even if the supply of biscuit was more than sufficient to last until Nueva Espana was reached, yet as the return passage was not then known, we endeavored to supply those going on the vessels with provisions sufficient for one year; and as they arrived at Nueva Espana instead, within three months, they had of necessity a superabundance of biscuit.  Further, regarding his, accusations as to my being here against the will of God and of his majesty, I deny it; for I have always endeavored to do his majesty’s will with all fidelity and loyalty like the true and faithful servant that I am, as has ever been the custom of my ancestors; and I shall try to pursue that course until I die.  Accordingly, I intend to give good account to his majesty, as I have always done, of all matters entrusted to me—­which here require neither allegation nor mention, for I am bound to account therefor to his majesty alone.  As for what he says concerning the promises and kind services which were offered me from him, I refer to his said first summons and his reply to my rejoinder—­the import of which is that I should go with my men to his fleet