destitute of support. The impulse of divine love
that had urged him first to become a missionary had
now become with him the settled habit of his life.
No new ambition had flitted across his path, for though
he had become known as a geographical discoverer,
he says he thought very little of the fact, and his
life shows this to have been true. Twelve years
of missionary life had given birth to no sense of
weariness, no abatement of interest in these poor
black savages, no reluctance to make common cause with
them in the affairs of life, no despair of being able
to do them good. On the contrary, he was confirmed
in his opinion of the efficacy of his favorite plan
of native agency, and if he could but get a suitable
base of operations, he was eager to set it going,
and on every side he was assured of native welcome.
Shortly before (5th February, 1850), when writing
to his father with reference to a proposal of his brother
Charles that he should go and settle in America, he
had said: “I am a missionary, heart and
soul. God had an only Son, and He was a missionary
and a physician. A poor, poor imitation of Him
I am, or wish to be. In this service I hope to
live, in it I wish to die.” The spectre
of the slave-trade had enlarged his horizon, and shown
him the necessity of a commercial revolution for the
whole of Africa, before effectual and permanent good
could be done in any part of it. The plan which
he had now in view multiplied the risks he ran, and
compelled him to think anew whether he was ready to
sacrifice himself, and if so, for what. All that
Livingstone did was thus done with open eyes and well-considered
resolution. Adverting to the prevalence of fever
in some parts of the country, while other parts were
comparatively healthy, he says in his Journal:
“I offer myself as a forlorn hope in order to
ascertain whether there is a place fit to be a sanatorium
for more unhealthy spots. May God accept my service,
and use me for his glory. A great honor it is
to he a fellow-worker with God.” “It
is a great venture,” he writes to his sister
(28th April, 1851). “Fever may cut us all
off. I feel much when I think of the children
dying. But who will go if we don’t?
Not one. I would venture everything for Christ.
Pity I have so little to give. But He will accept
us, for He is a good master. Never one like Him.
He can sympathize. May He forgive, and purify,
and bless us.”
If in his spirit of high consecration he was thus unchanged, equally far was he from having a fanatical disregard of life, and the rules of provident living.
“Jesus,” he says, “came not to judge,—[Greek: kriuo],—condemn judicially, or execute vengeance on any one. His was a message of peace and love. He shall not strive nor cry, neither shall his voice he heard in the streets. Missionaries ought to follow his example. Neither insist on our rights, nor appear as if we could allow our goods to be destroyed without regret: for if we are