palavers, and at length the chief told me that he
feared learning to read would change his heart
and make him content with one wife like Sechele.
He has four. It was in vain I urged that
the change contemplated made the affair as voluntary
as if he would now change his mind from four to thirty,
as his father had. He could not realize the change
that would give relish to any other system than
the present. He felt as the man who is mentioned
by Serles as saying he would not like to go to
heaven to be employed for ever singing and praising
on a bare cloud without anything to eat or drink....
“The conversion of a few, however valuable their souls may be, cannot be put into the scale against the knowledge of the truth spread over the whole country. In this I do and will exult. As in India, we are doomed to perpetual disappointment; but the knowledge of Christ spreads over the masses. We are like voices crying in the wilderness. We prepare the way for a glorious future in which missionaries telling the same tale of love will convert by every sermon. I am trying now to establish the Lord’s kingdom in a region wider by far than Scotland. Fever seems to forbid; but I shall work for the glory of Christ’s kingdom—fever or no fever. All the intelligent men who direct our society and understand the nature of my movements support me warmly. A few, I understand, in Africa, in writing home, have styled my efforts as ‘wanderings.’ The very word contains a lie coiled like a serpent in its bosom. It means traveling without an object, or uselessly. I am now performing the duty of writing you. If this were termed ‘dawdling,’ it would be as true as the other.... I have actually seen letters to the Directors in which I am gravely charged with holding the views of the Plymouth Brethren, So very sure am I that I am in the path which God’s Providence has pointed out, as that by which Christ’s kingdom is to be promoted, that if the Society should object, I would consider it my duty to withdraw from it....
"P.S.—My
throat became well during the long silence of
traveling across the
desert. It plagues again now that I am
preaching in a moist
climate.”
Dr. Livingstone now began his preparations for the journey from Linyanti to Loanda. Sekeletu was kind and generous. The road was impracticable for wagons, and the native trader, George Fleming, returned to Kuruman, The Kuruman guides had not done well, so that Livingstone resolved to send them back, and to get Makololo men instead. Here is the record of his last Sunday at Linyanti:
“6th Nov., 1853.—Large audience. Kuruman people don’t attend. If it is a fashion to be church-going, many are drawn into its observance. But placed in other circumstances, the true character comes out. This is the case with many Scotchmen. May God so imbue my mind with the spirit of Christianity that in all circumstances I may show my Christian