She gave him a little nod and turned away into the drawing-room. Her uncle’s peculiar dry manner irritated her at times beyond bearing, and she felt that this was one of the times. She had never had any reason for doubting that he Was a good and kindly soul, but she disliked him because he bored her. Her mother bored her, too—the poor woman bored everybody—but the sense of filial obligation was strong enough in the girl to prevent her from acknowledging this even to herself. In regard to her uncle she had no sense of obligation whatever, except to be as civil to him as possible, and so she kept out of his way. She heard the heavy front door close, and gave a little sigh of relief.
“If he had come in here and tried to talk to me,” she said, “I should have screamed.”
* * * * *
Meanwhile Ste. Marie, a man moving in a dream, uplifted, cloud-enwrapped, made his way homeward. He walked all the long distance—that is, looking backward upon it, later, he thought he must have walked, but the half-hour was a blank to him, an indeterminate, a chaotic whirl of things and emotions.
In the little flat in the rue d’Assas he came upon Richard Hartley, who, having found the door unlocked and the master of the place absent, had sat comfortably down, with a pipe and a stack of Couriers Francais, to wait. Ste. Marie burst into the doorway of the room where his friend sat at ease. Hat, gloves, and stick fell away from him in a sort of shower. He extended his arms high in the air. His face was, as it were, luminous. The Englishman regarded him morosely. He said:
“You look as if somebody had died and left you money. What the devil you looking like that for?”
“He!” cried Ste. Marie, in a great voice. “He, the world is mine! Embrace me, my infant! Sacred name of a pig, why do you sit there? Embrace me!”
He began to stride about the room, his head between his hands. Speech lofty and ridiculous burst from him in a sort of splutter of fireworks, but the Englishman sat still in his chair, and a gray, bleak look came upon him, for he began to understand. He was more or less used to these outbursts, and he bore them as patiently as he could, but though seven times out of the ten they were no more than spasms of pure joy of living, and meant, “It’s a fine spring day,” or “I’ve just seen two beautiful princesses of milliners in the street,” an inner voice told him that this time it meant another thing. Quite suddenly he realized that he had been waiting for this—bracing himself against its onslaught. He had not been altogether blind through the past month. Ste. Marie seized him and dragged him from his chair.
“Dance, lump of flesh! Dance, sacred English rosbif that you are! Sing, gros polisson! Sing!” Abruptly, as usual, the mania departed from him, but not the glory; his eyes shone bright and triumphant. “Ah, my old,” said he, “I am near the stars at last. My feet are on the top rungs of the ladder. Tell me that you are glad!”