courage to refuse it. I believe I have; but that
is neither here nor there, and I shall fall.
Should I survive, the sole reason would be danger
ahead. For the last two years I have felt myself
moving steadily deathward. By this abrupt exit
I but anticipate the inevitable a year or two, and
doubtless it seems to the destiny that controls my
affairs as the swiftest way to dispose of Burr, and
awaken the country to the other dangers that menace
it. To the last I am but a tool. No man
was ever so little his own master, so thrust upon a
planet for the accomplishment of public and impersonal
ends alone. I have been permitted a certain amount
of domestic felicity as my strength was best conserved
thereby, my mind free to concentrate upon public duties.
I was endowed with the gift of fascination, that men
should follow me without question, and this country
be served with immediate effectiveness, I have received
deep and profound satisfaction from both these concessions,
but it would not matter in the least if I had not.
They were inevitable with the equipment for the part
I had to play. I have had an astonishing and
conquering career against the mightiest obstacles,
and I may as a further concession, be permitted an
enduring place in history; but that, also, is by the
way. I conquered, not to gratify my love of power
and to win immortal fame, but that I might accomplish
the part for which I was whirled here from an almost
inaccessible island fifteen hundred miles away—to
play my part in the creation of this American empire.
It has been a great part, creatively the greatest
part. The proof that no native-born American could
have played it lies in the fact that he did not.
The greatest of her men have abetted me; not one has
sought to push me aside and do my work. My only
enemies have been those who would pull my structure
down; the most ambitious and individual men in the
Union, of the higher sort, are my willing followers.
To win them I never plotted, nor did I ever seek to
dazzle and blind them. Part of my equipment was
the power to convince them without effort of my superior
usefulness; there was no time to lose. I am nothing
but a genius, encased in such human form as would
best serve its purpose; an atom of the vast creative
Being beyond the Universe, loaned for an infinitesimal
part of time to the excrescence calling itself The
United States of North America, on the dot called
Earth. Now the part is played, and I am to be
withdrawn. That my human heart is torn with insupportable
anguish, matters not at all. I leave that behind.”
Hamilton had been bred in the orthodox religion of his time, and its picturesqueness, including its ultimates of heaven and hell, had taken firm hold of his ardent imagination. But in his cosmic moments the formulations of this planet played no part.