of his fitness for the bar. But in the blaze
of Hamilton’s genius he seemed to shrivel; and
as for having attempted to prepare himself for practice
in four months, he might as well have grafted wings
to his back and expected them to grow. It was
some consolation to reflect that, as aide and confidential
secretary for four years to Washington, Hamilton had
been a student of the law of nations, and that thus
his mind was peculiarly fitted to grasp what confronts
most men as a solid wall to be taken down stone by
stone; also that himself acknowledged no rival where
the affections of women were concerned. But while
he lifted the drooping head of his pride, and tied
it firmly to a stake with many strong words, he chose
to regard Hamilton as a rival, and the idea grew until
it possessed him.
In July Robert Morris, after some correspondence, persuaded Hamilton to accept the office of Continental Receiver for a short time.
Your former situation in the army [he wrote], the present situation of that very army, your connexions in the state, your perfect knowledge of men and measures, and the abilities with which heaven has blessed you, will give you a fine opportunity to forward the public service.
Hamilton, who had no desire to interrupt his studies, was placed in a position which gave him no choice; his sense of public duty grew steadily.
For my part [he wrote to Morris], considering the late serious misfortune to our ally, the spirit of reformation, of wisdom, and of unanimity, which seems to have succeeded to that of blunder and dissension in the British government, and the universal reluctance of these states to do what is right, I cannot help viewing our situation as critical, and I feel it the duty of every citizen to exert his faculties to the utmost.
But in spite of the onerous and disagreeable duties of his position, he continued to pursue the course of study necessary for admission to the bar as a counsellor. He also found time to write a letter to Meade. The following extract will show that the severity of his great task was over, and that he was once more alive to that domestic happiness to which so large a part of his nature responded.
You reproach me with not having said enough about our little stranger. When I wrote last I was not sufficiently acquainted with him to give you his character. I may now assure you that your daughter, when she sees him, will not consult you about her choice, or will only do it in respect to the rules of decorum. He is truly a very fine young gentleman, the most agreeable in conversation and manners of any I ever knew, nor less remarkable for his intelligence and sweetness of temper. You are not to imagine by my beginning with his mental qualifications that he is defective in personal. It is agreed on all hands that he is handsome; his features are good, his eye is not only sprightly and expressive,