Poems by Jean Ingelow, In Two Volumes, Volume II. eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 386 pages of information about Poems by Jean Ingelow, In Two Volumes, Volume II..

Poems by Jean Ingelow, In Two Volumes, Volume II. eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 386 pages of information about Poems by Jean Ingelow, In Two Volumes, Volume II..

I feared.  That speech deep furrows cut
In my afflicted soul.  I whisper’d low,
‘Thou wilt not heed her words, my golden girl.’ 
But Delia said not ought; only her hand
Laid on my cheek and on the other leaned
Her own.  O there was comfort, father,
In love and nearness, e’en at the crack of doom.

Then spake I, and that other said no more,
For I appealed to God and to his Christ. 
Unto the strait-barred window led my dear;
No table, bed, nor plenishing; no place
They had for rest:  maugre two narrow chairs
By day, by night they sat thereon upright. 
One drew I to the opening; on it set
My Delia, kneeled; upon its arm laid mine,
And prayed to God and prayed of her. 
                                    Father,
If you should ask e’en now, ’And art thou glad
Of what befell?’ I could not say it, father,
I should be glad; therefore God make me glad,
Since we shall die to-morrow! 
                              Think not sin,
O holy, harmless reverend man, to fear. 
’T will be soon over.  Now I know thou fear’st
Also for me, lest I be lost; but aye
Strong comfortable hope doth wrap me round,
A token of acceptance.  I am cast
From Holy Church, and not received of thine;
But the great Advocate who knoweth all,
He whispers with me. 
                        O my Delia wept
When I did plead; ‘I have much feared to die,’
Answering. (The moonlight on her blue-black eyes
Fell; shining tears upon their lashes hung;
Fair showed the dimple that I loved; so young,
So very young.) ’But they did question me
Straitly, and make me many times to swear,
To swear of all alas, that I believed. 
Truly, unless my soul I would have bound
With false oaths—­difficult, innumerous, strong,
Way was not left me to get free.

But now,’
Said she, I am happy; I have seen the place
Where I am going.

I will tell it you,
Love, Hubert.  Do not weep; they said to me
That you would come, and it would not be long. 
Thus was it, being sad and full of fear,
I was crying in the night; and prayed to God
And said, “I have not learned high things;” and said
To the Saviour, “Do not be displeased with me,
I am not crying to get back and dwell
With my good mother and my father fond,
Nor even with my love, Hubert—­my love,
Hubert; but I am crying because I fear
Mine answers were not rightly given—­so hard
Those questions.  If I did not understand,
Wilt thou forgive me?” And the moon went down
While I did pray, and looking on the floor,
Behold a little diamond lying there,
So small it might have dropped from out a ring. 
I could but look!  The diamond waxed—­it grew—­
It was a diamond yet, and shot out rays,
And in the midst of it a rose-red point;
It waxed till I might see the rose-red point
Was a little Angel ’mid those oval rays,
With a face sweet as the first kiss, O love,
You gave me, and it meant that self-same thing.

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