And your mother smoothed the pillow, and her sleeping
treasures numbered,
Whispering fondly—“He
is dreaming”—as you turned upon your
bed—
And your father stooped to kiss you, happy dreamer,
as you slumbered,
With his hand upon your
head!
Did he know the true deep meaning of his blessing?
No! he never
Heard afar the summons uttered—“Come
up hither”—Never knew
How the awful Angel faces kept his sleeping boy for
ever,
And for ever in their
view.
Awful Faces, unimpassioned, silent Presences were
by us,
Shrouding wings—majestic beings—hidden
by this earthly veil—
Such as we have called on, saying, “Praise the
Lord, O Ananias,
Azarias and Misael!”
But we saw not, and who knoweth, what the missioned
Spirits taught him,
To that one small bed drawn nearer, when
we left him to their will?
While he slumbered, who can answer for what dreams
they may have brought
him,
When at midnight all
was still?
Father! Mother! must you leave him on his bed,
but not to slumber?
Are the small hands meekly folded on his
breast, but not to pray?
When you count your children over, must you tell a
different number,
Since that happier yesterday?
Father! Mother! weep if need be, since this is
a “time” for weeping,
Comfort comes not for the calling, grief
is never argued down—
Coldly sounds the admonition, “Why lament? in
better keeping
Rests the child than
in your own.”
“Truth indeed! but, oh! compassion! Have
you sought to scan my sorrow?”
(Mother, you shall meekly ponder, list’ning
to that common tale)
“Does your heart repeat its echo, or by fellow-feeling
borrow
Even a tone that might
avail?
“Might avail to steal it from me, by its deep
heart-warm affection?
Might perceive by strength of loving how
the fond words to combine?
Surely no! I will be silent, in your soul is
no reflection
Of the care that burdens
mine!”
When the winter twilight gathers, Father, and your
thoughts shall wander,
Sitting lonely you shall blend him with
your listless reveries,
Half forgetful what division holds the form whereon
you ponder
From its place upon
your knees—
With a start of recollection, with a half-reproachful
wonder,
Of itself the heart shall question, “Art
Thou then no longer here?
Is it so, my little Henry? Are we set so far
asunder
Who were wont to be so near?”
While the fire-light dimly flickers, and the lengthened
shades are meeting,
To itself the heart shall answer, “He
shall come to me no more:
I shall never hear his footsteps nor the child’s
sweet voice entreating
For admission at my door.”
But upon your fair, fair forehead, no regrets
nor griefs are dwelling,
Neither sorrow nor disquiet do the peaceful
features know;
Nor that look, whose wistful beauty seemed their sad
hearts to be telling,
“Daylight breaketh,
let me go!”