Scarce the sunset bloom was
gone,
And the little stars outshone,
Ere the dead year, stiff and
stark,
Drew me to her in the dark;
Death drew life to come to
her,
Beating at her sepulchre,
Crying out, “How can
I part
With the best share of my
heart?
Lo, it lies upon the bier,
Captive, with the buried year.
O my heart!” And I fell
prone,
Weeping at the sealed stone;
“Year among the shades,”
I said,
“Since I live, and thou
art dead,
Let my captive heart be free,
Like a bird to fly to me.”
And I stayed some voice to
win,
But none answered from within;
And I kissed the door—and
night
Deepened till the stars waxed
bright
And I saw them set and wane,
And the world turn green again.
“So,” I whispered,
“open door,
I must tread this palace floor—
Sealed palace, rich and dim.
Let a narrow sunbeam swim
After me, and on me spread
While I look upon my dead;
Let a little warmth be free
To come after; let me see
Through the doorway, when
I sit
Looking out, the swallows
flit,
Settling not till daylight
goes;
Let me smell the wild white
rose,
Smell the woodbine and the
may;
Mark, upon a sunny day,
Sated from their blossoms
rise,
Honey-bees and butterflies.
Let me hear, O! let me hear,
Sitting by my buried year,
Finches chirping to their
young,
And the little noises flung
Out of clefts where rabbits
play,
Or from falling water-spray;
And the gracious echoes woke
By man’s work:
the woodman’s stroke,
Shout of shepherd, whistlings
blithe.
And the whetting of the scythe;
Let this be, lest shut and
furled
From the well-beloved world,
I forget her yearnings old,
And her troubles manifold,
Strivings sore, submissions
meet,
And my pulse no longer beat,
Keeping time and bearing part
With the pulse of her great
heart.
“So; swing open door,
and shade
Take me; I am not afraid,
For the time will not be long;
Soon I shall have waxen strong—
Strong enough my own to win
From the grave it lies within.”
And I entered. On her
bier
Quiet lay the buried year;
I sat down where I could see
Life without and sunshine
free,
Death within. And I between,
Waited my own heart to wean
From the shroud that shaded
her
In the rock-hewn sepulchre—
Waited till the dead should
say,
“Heart, be free of me
this day”—
Waited with a patient will—
AND I WAIT BETWEEN THEM STILL.