“The darkness gathered, and methought she spread,
Wrapped in a reddish haze that waxed and
waned;
But notwithstanding to myself I said—
’The stars are changeless; sure
some mote hath stained
Mine eyes, and her fair glory minished.’
Of age and failing vision I complained,
And I bought ’some vapor in the heavens doth
swim,
That makes her look so large and yet so dim.’
“But I gazed round, and all her lustrous peers
In her red presence showed but wan and
white
For like a living coal beheld through tears
She glowed and quivered with a gloomy
light:
Methought she trembled, as all sick through fears,
Helpless, appalled, appealing to the night;
Like one who throws his arms up to the sky
And bows down suffering, hopeless of reply.
“At length, as if an everlasting Hand
Had taken hold upon her in her place,
And swiftly, like a golden grain of sand,
Through all the deep infinitudes of space
Was drawing her—God’s truth as here
I stand—
Backward and inward to itself; her face
Fast lessened, lessened, till it looked no more
Than smallest atom on a boundless shore.
“And she that was so fair, I saw her lie,
The smallest thing in God’s great
firmament,
Till night was lit the darkest, and on high
Her sisters glittered, though her light
was spent;
I strained, to follow her, each aching eye,
So swiftly at her Maker’s will she
went;
I looked again—I looked—the
star was gone,
And nothing marked in heaven where she had shone.”
“Gone!” said the Poet, “and about
to be
Forgotten: O, how sad a fate is hers!”
“How is it sad, my son?” all reverently
The old man answered; “though she
ministers
No longer with her lamp to me and thee,
She has fulfilled her mission. God
transfers
Or dims her ray; yet was she blest as bright,
For all her life was spent in giving light.”
“Her mission she fulfilled assuredly,”
The Poet cried; “but, O unhappy
star!
None praise and few will bear in memory
The name she went by. O, from far,
from far
Comes down, methinks, her mournful voice to me,
Full of regrets that men so thankless
are.”
So said, he told that old Astronomer
All that the gazing crowd had said of her.
And he went on to speak in bitter wise,
As one who seems to tell another’s
fate,
But feels that nearer meaning underlies,
And points its sadness to his own estate:
“If such be the reward,” he said with
sighs,
“Envy to earn for love, for goodness
hate—
If such be thy reward, hard case is thine!
It had been better for thee not to shine.
“If to reflect a light that is divine
Makes that which doth reflect it better
seen,
And if to see is to contemn the shrine,
’Twere surely better it had never
been:
It had been better for her NOT TO SHINE,
And for me NOT TO SING. Better, I
ween,
For us to yield no more that radiance bright,
For them, to lack the light than scorn the light.”