“And must ye bide, yet waiting’s long,
and love is strong, and love is
strong;
And O! had I but served the time, that
takes so long to flee, O!
And thou, my lass, by morning’s light wast all
in white, wast all in
white,
And parson stood within the rails, a-marrying
me and thee, O.”
THE FIRST WATCH.
TIRED.
I.
O, I would tell you more, but I am tired;
For I have longed, and I have had my will;
I pleaded in my spirit, I desired:
“Ah! let me only see him, and be
still
All my days after.”
Rock,
and rock, and rock,
Over the falling, rising watery world,
Sail, beautiful ship, along the leaping
main;
The chirping land-birds follow flock on flock
To light on a warmer plain.
White as weaned lambs the little wavelets curled,
Fall over in harmless
play,
As these do far
away;
Sail, bird of doom, along the shimmering sea,
All under thy broad wings that overshadow thee.
II.
I
am so tired,
If I would comfort me, I know not how,
For I have seen thee, lad, as I desired,
And I have nothing left to long for now.
Nothing at all. And did I wait for
thee,
Often and often, while the
light grew dim,
And through the lilac branches I could
see,
Under a saffron sky, the purple
rim
O’ the heaving moorland? Ay. And then
would float
Up from behind as it were a golden boat,
Freighted with fancies, all o’ the wonder of
life,
Love—such a slender moon, going
up and up,
Waxing so fast from night to night,
And swelling like an orange flower-bud, bright,
Fated, methought, to round as to a golden
cup,
And hold to my two lips life’s best of wine.
Most beautiful crescent moon,
Ship
of the sky!
Across the unfurrowed reaches sailing
high.
Methought that it would come
my way full soon,
Laden with blessings that were all, all mine,—
A golden ship, with balm and spiceries
rife,
That ere its day was done should hear
thee call me wife.
III.
All over! the celestial sign hath failed;
The orange flower-bud shuts; the ship hath sailed,
And sunk behind the long low-lying hills.
The love that fed on daily kisses dieth;
The love kept warm by nearness, lieth
Wounded and wan;
The love hope nourished bitter tears distils,
And faints with naught to
feed upon.
Only there stirreth very deep below
The hidden beating slow,
And the blind yearning, and the long-drawn breath
Of the love that conquers death.