3
I have heard what the talkers were talking, the talk
of the
beginning and the end,
But I do not talk of the beginning or the end.
There was never any more inception than there is now,
Nor any more youth or age than there is now,
And will never be any more perfection than there is
now,
Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now.
Urge and urge and urge,
Always the procreant urge of the world.
Out of the dimness opposite equals advance, always
substance and
increase, always sex,
Always a knit of identity, always distinction, always
a breed of life.
To elaborate is no avail, learn’d and unlearn’d
feel that it is so.
Sure as the most certain sure, plumb in the uprights,
well
entretied, braced in the beams,
Stout as a horse, affectionate, haughty, electrical,
I and this mystery here we stand.
Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear and sweet is all that is not my soul.
Lack one lacks both, and the unseen is proved by the
seen,
Till that becomes unseen and receives proof in its
turn.
Showing the best and dividing it from the worst age
vexes age,
Knowing the perfect fitness and equanimity of things,
while they
discuss I am silent, and go
bathe and admire myself.
Welcome is every organ and attribute of me, and of
any man hearty and clean,
Not an inch nor a particle of an inch is vile, and
none shall be
less familiar than the rest.
I am satisfied—I see, dance, laugh, sing;
As the hugging and loving bed-fellow sleeps at my
side through the night,
and withdraws at the peep
of the day with stealthy tread,
Leaving me baskets cover’d with white towels
swelling the house with
their plenty,
Shall I postpone my acceptation and realization and
scream at my eyes,
That they turn from gazing after and down the road,
And forthwith cipher and show me to a cent,
Exactly the value of one and exactly the value of
two, and which is ahead?
4
Trippers and askers surround me,
People I meet, the effect upon me of my early life
or the ward and
city I live in, or the nation,
The latest dates, discoveries, inventions, societies,
authors old and new, My dinner, dress, associates,
looks, compliments, dues, The real or fancied indifference
of some man or woman I love, The sickness of one of
my folks or of myself, or ill-doing or loss
or lack of money, or depressions
or exaltations,
Battles, the horrors of fratricidal war, the fever
of doubtful news,
the fitful events;
These come to me days and nights and go from me again,
But they are not the Me myself.
Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am,
Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle,
unitary,
Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable
certain rest,
Looking with side-curved head curious what will come
next,
Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering
at it.