many other details Orsino wrote to Maria Consuelo,
pouring out his confidence with the assurance of a
man who asks nothing but sympathy and is sure of receiving
that in overflowing measure. He no longer waited
for her answers, as the crucial moment approached,
but wrote freely from day to day, as he felt inclined.
There was little which he did not tell her in the dozen
or fifteen letters he penned in the course of the
month. Like many reticent men who have never
taken up a pen except for ordinary correspondence or
for the routine work of a business requiring accuracy,
and who all at once begin to write the history of
their daily lives for the perusal of one trusted person,
Orsino felt as though he had found a new means of expression
and abandoned himself willingly to the comparative
pleasure of complete confidence. Like all such
men, too, he unconsciously exhibited the chief fault
of his character in his long, diary-like letters.
That fault was his vanity. Had he been describing
a great success he could and would have concealed
it better; in writing of his own successive errors
and disappointments he showed by the excessive blame
he cast upon himself, how deeply that vanity of his
was wounded. It is possible that Maria Consuelo
discovered this. But she made no profession of
analysis, and while appearing outwardly far colder
than Orsino, she seemed much more disposed than he
to yield to unexpected impulses when she felt their
influence. And Orsino was quite unconscious that
he might be exhibiting the defects of his moral nature
to eyes keener than his own.
He wrote constantly therefore, with the utmost freedom,
and in the moments while he was writing he enjoyed
a faint illusion of increased safety, as though he
were retarding the events of the future by describing
minutely those of the past. More than once again
Maria Consuelo answered him, and always in the same
strain, doing her best, apparently, to give him hope
and to reconcile him with himself. However much
he might condemn his own lack of foresight, she said,
no man who did his best according to his best judgment,
and who acted honourably, was to be blamed for the
result, though it might involve the ruin of thousands.
That was her chief argument and it comforted him, and
seemed to relieve him from a small part of the responsibility
which weighed so heavily upon his shoulders, a burden
now grown so heavy that the least lightening of it
made him feel comparatively free until called upon
to face facts again and fight with realities.
But events would not be retarded, and Orsino’s
own good qualities tended to hasten them, as they
had to a great extent been the cause of his embarrassment
ever since the success of his first attempt, in making
him valuable as a slave to be kept from escaping at
all risks. The system upon which the business
was conducted was admirable. It had been good
from the beginning and Orsino had improved it to a
degree very uncommon in Rome. He had mastered