if he was my brother ten times over. I mean to
be just as true to Herbert as I can Not that he makes
it very easy for me, because he has broken altogether
with Uncle Jarrott—and that seems to me
the maddest thing. I certainly sha’n’t
get my trousseau from Aunt Helen now. I don’t
see what we’re all coming to. Everybody
is so queer, and they keep hinting things they won’t
say out, as if there was some mystery. I do wish
I could talk to Billy about it. Of course I can’t—the
way matters stand. And speaking of Billy, that
rich Mr. Bird—you remember I told you about
him last winter—has asked me to marry him.
Just think! I forget how much he has a year, but
it’s something awful. Of course I told
him I couldn’t give him a definite answer yet—but
that if he insisted on it I should have to make it
No. He said he didn’t insist—that
he’d rather wait till I had time to make up my
mind, if I didn’t keep him dangling. I
told him I wouldn’t keep him doing anything
whatever, and that if he dangled at all it would be
entirely of his own accord. I think he liked
my spirit, so he said he’d wait. We left
it there, which was the wisest way—though
I must say I didn’t like his presuming on his
money to think I would make a difference between him
and the others. Money doesn’t mean anything
to me, though dear mamma hoped she would live to see
me well established. She didn’t, poor darling,
but that’s no reason why I shouldn’t try
to carry out her wishes. All the same, I mean
to be true to Herbert just as long as possible; and
so you may expect me on the twenty-ninth.”
* * * *
*
If there was much in this letter that Miriam found
disturbing, it was not the thought that Evie might
be false to Ford, or that Ford might suffer, which
alarmed her most. There was something in her that
cried out in fear before the possibility that Norrie
Ford might be free again. Her strength having
sprung so largely from the hope of restoring the plans
she had marred, the destruction of the motive left
her weak; but worse than that was the knowledge that,
though she had tried to empty her heart completely
of its cravings, only its surface had been drained.
It was to get assurance rather than to give information
that she read fragments of Evie’s letter to
Conquest, on the evening of his return from Omaha.
He had come to give her the news of his success.
That it was good news was evident in his face when
he entered the room; and, almost afraid to hear it,
she had broached the subject of her anxiety about Evie
first.
“She’s going to give him the sack; that’s
what she’s going to give him,”
Conquest said, conclusively, while Miriam folded the
dashingly scribbled sheets. “You needn’t
be worried about her in the least. Miss Evie knows
her way about as cleverly as a homing bee. She’ll
do well for herself whatever else she may not do.
Come now!”
“I’m not thinking of that so much as that
she should do her duty.”