to rise like an orb within their horizon; and the
individual can do nothing more proper, or more salutary,
when once his sin begins to disquiet him, and the inward
perturbation commences, than to collect and steady
himself, in an act of reflection upon that very Being
who
abhors sin. Let no man, in the hour
of conviction and moral fear, attempt to run away
from the Divine holiness. On the contrary, let
him rush forward and throw himself down prostrate
before that Dread Presence, and plead the merits of
the Son of God, before it. He that finds his
life shall lose it; but he that loses his life shall
find it. Except a corn of wheat fall into the
ground and die, it remains a single unproductive corn
of wheat; but if it
die, it germinates and
brings forth much fruit. He who does not avoid
a contact between the sin of his soul and the holiness
of his God, but on the contrary seeks to have these
two things come together, that each may be understood
in its own intrinsic nature and quality, takes the
only safe course. He finds that, as he knows
God more distinctly, he knows himself more distinctly;
and though as yet he can see nothing but displeasure
in that holy countenance, he is possessed of a well-defined
experience. He knows that he is wrong, and his
Maker is right; that he is wicked, and that God is
holy. He perceives these two fundamental facts
with a simplicity, and a certainty, that admits of
no debate. The confusion and obscurity of his
mind, and particularly the queryings whether these
things are so, whether God is so very holy and man
is so very sinful, begin to disappear, like a fog
when disparted and scattered by sunrise. Objects
are seen in their true proportions and meanings; right
and wrong, the carnal mind and the spiritual mind,
heaven and hell,—all the great contraries
that pertain to the subject of religion,—are
distinctly understood, and thus the first step is
taken towards a better state of things in the soul.
Let no man, then, fear to invite the scrutiny of God,
in connection with his own scrutiny of himself.
He who deals only with the sense of duty, and the
operations of his own mind, will find that these themselves
become more dim and indistinct, so long as the process
of examination is not conducted in this joint manner;
so long as the mind refuses to accept the Divine proposition,
“Come now, and let us reason together.”
He, on the other hand, who endeavors to obtain a clear
view of the Being against whom he has sinned, and
to feel the full power of His holy eye as well as
of His holy law, will find that his sensations and
experiences are gaining a wonderful distinctness and
intensity that will speedily bring the entire matter
to an issue.
II. For then, by the blessing of God, he learns
the second lesson taught in the text: viz.,
that there is forgiveness with God. Though,
in this process of joint examination, your sins be
found to be as scarlet, they shall be as white as
snow; though they be discovered to be red like crimson,
they shall be as wool.