In this state of things, there is nothing but fear
and torment. Suddenly he gives way, acknowledges
that it is a good and a just anger, no longer seeks
to beat it back from his guilty soul, but lets the
billows roll over while he casts himself upon the
Divine pity. In this act and instant,—which
involves the destiny of the soul, and has millenniums
in it,—when he recognizes the justice and
trusts in the mercy of God, there is a great rebound,
and through his tears he sees the depth, the amazing
depth, of the Divine compassion. For, paradoxical
as it appears, God’s love is best seen in the
light of God’s displeasure. When the soul
is penetrated by this latter feeling, and is thoroughly
sensible of its own worthlessness,—when,
man knows himself to be vile, and filthy, and fit
only to be burned up by the Divine immaculateness,—then,
to have the Great God take him to His heart, and pour
out upon him the infinite wealth of His mercy and
compassion, is overwhelming. Here, the Divine
indignation becomes a foil to set off the Divine love.
Read the sixteenth chapter of Ezekiel, with an eye
“purged with euphrasy and rue,” so that
you can take in the full spiritual significance of
the comparisons and metaphors, and your whole soul
will dissolve in tears, as you perceive how the great
and pure God, in every instance in which He saves an
apostate spirit, is compelled to bow His heavens and
come down into a loathsome sty of sensuality.[8] Would
it be love of the highest order, in a seraph, to leave
the pure cerulean and trail his white garments through
the haunts of vice, to save the wretched inmates from
themselves and their sins? O then what must be
the degree of affection and compassion, when the infinite
Deity, whose essence is light itself, and whose nature
is the intensest contrary of all sin, tabernacles in
the flesh upon the errand of redemption! And
if the pure spirit of that seraph, while filled with
an ineffable loathing, and the hottest moral indignation,
at what he saw in character and conduct, were also
yearning with an unspeakable desire after the deliverance
of the vicious from their vice,—the moral
wrath, thus setting in still stronger relief the moral
compassion that holds it in check,—–what
must be the relation between these two emotions in
the Divine Being! Is not the one the measure of
the other? And does not the soul that fears God
in a submissive manner, and acknowledges the
righteousness of the Divine displeasure with entire
acquiescence and no sullen resistance, prepare the
way, in this very act, for an equally intense manifestation
of the Divine mercy and forgiveness?