of God, and like him, if he has any moral earnestness;
if he feels at all the obligation of duty; will go
away very sorrowful, because he perceives very plainly
the conflict between his will and his conscience.
How many a person, in the generations that have already
gone to the judgment-seat of Christ, and in the generation
that is now on the way thither, has been at times brought
face to face with the great and first command, “Thou
shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart,”
and by some particular requirement has been made conscious
of his utter opposition to that great law. Some
special duty was urged upon him, by the providence,
or the word, or the Spirit of God, that could not
be performed unless his will were subjected to God’s
will, and unless his love for himself and the world
were subordinated to his love of his Maker. If
a young man, perhaps he was commanded to consecrate
his talents and education to a life of philanthropy
and service of God in the gospel, instead of a life
devoted to secular and pecuniary aims. God said
to him, by His providence, and by conscience, “Go
teach my gospel to the perishing; go preach my word,
to the dying and the lost.” But he loved
worldly ease pleasure and reputation more than he
loved God; and he refused, and went away sorrowful,
because this poor world looked very bright and alluring,
and the path of self-denial and duty looked very forbidding.
Or, if he was a man in middle life, perhaps he was
commanded to abate his interest in plans for the accumulation
of wealth, to contract his enterprises, to give attention
to the concerns of his soul and the souls of his children,
to make his own peace with God, and to consecrate the
remainder of his life to Christ and to human welfare;
and when this plain and reasonable course of conduct
was dictated to him, he found his whole heart rising
up against the proposition. Our Lord, alluding
to the fact that there was nothing in common between
His spirit, and the spirit of Satan, said to His disciples,
“The prince of this world cometh, and hath nothing
in me” (John xiv. 30). So, when the command
to love God supremely comes to this man of the world,
in any particular form, “it hath nothing in him.”
This first and great law finds no ready and genial
response within his heart, but on the contrary a recoil
within his soul as if some great monster had started
up in his pathway. He says, in his mind, to the
proposition: “Anything but that;”
and, with the young ruler, he goes away sorrowful,
because he knows that refusal is perdition.
Is there not a wonderful power to convict of sin, in this test? If you try yourself, as the young man did, by the command, “Thou shalt not kill,” “Thou shalt not steal,” “Thou shalt not commit adultery,” you may succeed, perhaps, in quieting your conscience, to some extent, and in possessing yourself of the opinion of your fitness for the kingdom of God. But ask yourself the question, “Do I love God supremely, and am