“I went to Dulwich on purpose to hear.”
She blushed, and was very happy. It was delicious to hear that he was sufficiently interested in her to go to Dulwich on purpose to inquire her father’s opinion of her Elizabeth.
“I wonder if he will like my Isolde as well.”
He did not answer, and his silence filled her with inquietude.
“I have been thinking over what you said regarding your conception of the part.”
She waited for him to tell her what conclusion he had come to, but he said nothing. At last he got up, and she followed him to the piano. When she came to the passage where Isolde tells Brangaene that she intended to kill Tristan, he stopped.
“But she is violent; hear these chords, how aggressive they are. The music is against you. Listen to these chords.”
“I know those chords well enough. You don’t suppose I am listening to them for the first time. I admit that there are a few places where she is distinctly violent. The curse must be given violently, but I think it is possible to make it felt that her violence is a sexual violence, a sort of wish to go mad. I can’t explain. Can’t you understand?”
“Yes, I think I do; you want to sing the first part of the act languidly. There is more in the music which supports your reading than I thought. In the passage where Isolde says to Brangaene, but really to herself, ‘To die without having been loved by that man!’ the love motive appears here for the first time, but more drawn out, broader than elsewhere.”
She declared that Wagner had emphasised his meaning in this passage as if he had anticipated all the misreadings of this first act, and was striving to guard himself against them. She grew excited in the discussion. She had merely followed her instinct, but she was glad that Ulick had challenged her reading, for as they examined the music clause by clause, they found still further warrant for her conception.