because she knows that he will learn the truth at
Richeport, and because she hopes that the gayeties
around him will more quickly make him forget this
love that so interfered with her ambitious projects.
So Edgar
was in Paris the day of my wedding
... and perhaps ... but no, who could have told him
anything? I lived three miles from the parish
where I was married.... It could not have been
he ... and yet I fear that man.... I remember
with what bitterness and spite he spoke to me of Raymond,
in a letter, filled with unjust reproaches, that he
wrote me three days after my departure from Richeport.
In this letter, which I immediately burned, he told
me that M. de Villiers was engaged to be married to
his cousin. O how wretched this information made
me! It had been broken off years ago, but M.
de Villiers thought the engagement still existed;
he spoke of it as a tie that would prevent his friend
from indulging in any pretensions to my favor; and
yet what malevolence there was in his praise of him,
what jealous fear in his insolent security! How
ingenuously he said: “Since I have no cause
to fear him, why do I hate him?” I now remember
this hatred, and it frightens me. Aided by Roger
he will soon know all; he will discover that Irene
de Chateaudun and Louise Guerin are the same person,
and then two furious men will demand an explanation
of my trifling with their feelings and reproach me
with the duplicity of my conduct.... Valentine,
do you think they could possibly act thus? Valentine!
do you think these two men, who have so shamefully
insulted my memory, so grossly betrayed me and proved
themselves disgracefully faithless, would dare lay
any claims to my love? Alas! in spite of the
absurdity of such a supposition, Heaven knows they
are fully capable of acting thus; men in love have
such relaxed morality, such elastic consciences!
Under pretext of imaginary ungovernable passions,
they indulge, without compunction, in falsehood, duplicity
and the desecration of every virtue!... and yet think
a pure love can condone and survive such unpardonable
wrongs. They lightly weigh the tribute due to
the refinement of a woman’s heart. Their
devotion is characterized by a singular variety.
The loyal love of noble women is sacrificed to please
the whims of those unblushing creatures who pursue
such men with indelicate attentions and enslave them
by flattering their inordinate vanity, and they, to
preserve their self-love unhurt, pierce and mortally
wound the generous hearts that live upon their affection
and revere their very names—these they
strike without pity and without remorse. And
then when the tender love falls from these broken hearts,
like water from a shattered vase, never to be recovered,
they are astonished, uneasy, ... they have broken
the heart filled with love, and now, with stupid surprise
and pretended innocence, they ask what has become
of the love!... they cowardly murdered it, and are
indignant that it dared to die beneath their cruel