of the story,— 710
Told her his own despair, and the direful wrath of Miles Standish.
Whereat the maiden smiled, and said between laughing and earnest,
“He is a little chimney, and heated hot in a moment!”
But as he gently rebuked her, and told her how he had suffered,—
How he had even determined to sail that day in the Mayflower, 715
And had remained for her sake, on hearing the dangers
that threatened,—
All her manner was changed, and she said with a faltering accent,
“Truly I thank you for this: how good you have been to me always!”
Thus, as a pilgrim devout, who toward
Jerusalem journeys,
Taking three steps in advance, and one
reluctantly backward, 730
Urged by importunate zeal, and withheld
by pangs of contrition;
Slowly but steadily onward, receding yet
ever advancing,
Journeyed this Puritan youth to the Holy
Land of his longings,
Urged by the fervor of love, and withheld
by remorseful misgivings.
VII
THE MARCH OF MILES STANDISH.[44]
Meanwhile the stalwart Miles Standish
was marching steadily
northward,
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Winding through forest and swamp, and
along the trend of the sea-shore,
All day long, with hardly a halt, the
fire of his anger
Burning and crackling within, and the
sulphurous odor of powder
Seeming more sweet to his nostrils than
all the scents of the forest.
Silent and moody he went, and much he
revolved his discomfort; 730
He who was used to success, and to easy
victories always,
Thus to be flouted, rejected, and laughed
to scorn by a maiden,
Thus to be mocked and betrayed by the
friend whom most he had trusted!
Ah! ’t was too much to be borne,
and he fretted and chafed
in his armor!
“I alone am to blame,” he
muttered, “for mine was the folly. 735
What has a rough old soldier, grown grim
and gray in the harness,
Used to the camp and its ways, to do with
the wooing of maidens?
’T was but a dream,—let
it pass,—let it vanish like so many others!
“What I thought was a flower, is
only a weed, and is worthless;
Out of my heart will I pluck it, and throw
it away, and
henceforward
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Be but a fighter of battles, a lover and
wooer of dangers.”
Thus he revolved in his mind his sorry
defeat and discomfort,
While he was marching by day or lying
at night in the forest,
Looking up at the trees and the constellations
beyond them.