Turn them away from their meaning, and answer with flattering phrases.
This is not right, is not just, is not true to the best that is in you;
For I know and esteem you, and feel that your nature is noble,
Lifting mine up to a higher, a more ethereal level. 675
Therefore I value your friendship, and feel it perhaps the more keenly
If you say aught that implies I am only as one among many,
If you make use of those common and complimentary phrases
Most men think so fine, in dealing and speaking with women,
But which women reject as insipid, if not as insulting.” 680
Mute and amazed was Alden; and listened
and looked at Priscilla,
Thinking he never had seen her more fair,
more divine in her beauty.
He who but yesterday pleaded so glibly
the cause of another,
Stood there embarrassed and silent, and
seeking in vain for an answer.
So the maiden went on, and little divined
or imagined 685
What was at work in his heart, that made
him so awkward and speechless.
“Let us, then, be what we are, and
speak what we think, and
in all things
Keep ourselves loyal to truth, and the
sacred professions
of friendship.
It is no secret I tell you, nor am I ashamed
to declare it:
I have liked to be with you, to see you,
to speak with you always. 690
So I was hurt at your words, and a little
affronted to hear you
Urge me to marry your friend, though he
were the Captain
Miles Standish.
For I must tell you the truth: much
more to me is our friendship
Than all the love he could give, were
he twice the hero you think him.”
Then she extended her hand, and Alden,
who eagerly grasped it, 695
Felt all the wounds in his heart, that
were aching and bleeding
so sorely,
Healed by the touch of that hand, and
he said, with a voice
full of feeling:
“Yes, we must ever be friends; and
of all who offer you friendship
Let me be ever the first, the truest,
the nearest and dearest!”
Casting a farewell look at the glimmering
sail of the Mayflower 700
Distant, but still in sight, and sinking
below the horizon,
Homeward together they walked, with a
strange, indefinite feeling,
That all the rest had departed and left
them alone in the desert.
But, as they went through the fields in
the blessing and smile
of the sunshine,
Lighter grew their hearts, and Priscilla
said very archly: 705
“Now that our terrible Captain has
gone in pursuit of the Indians,
Where he is happier far than he would
be commanding a household,
You may speak boldly, and tell me of all
that happened between you,
When you returned last night, and said
how ungrateful you found me.”
Thereupon answered John Alden, and told