Beautiful with her beauty, and rich with the wealth of her being!
Over him rushed, like a wind that is keen and cold and relentless,
Thoughts of what might have been, and the weight and woe
of his errand; 240
All the dreams that had faded, and all the hopes that had vanished,
All his life henceforth a dreary and tenantless mansion,
Haunted by vain regrets, and pallid, sorrowful faces.
Still he said to himself, and almost fiercely he said it,
“Let not him that putteth his hand to the plough look backwards;[35] 245
Though the ploughshare cut through the flowers of life to
its fountains,
Though it pass o’er the graves of the dead and the hearths
of the living,
It is the will of the Lord, and his mercy endureth forever!”
So he entered the house; and the hum of
the wheel and the singing
Suddenly ceased; for Priscilla, aroused
by his step
on the threshold,
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Rose as he entered and gave him her hand,
in signal of welcome,
Saying, “I knew it was you, when
I heard your step in the passage;
For I was thinking of you, as I sat there
singing and spinning.”
Awkward and dumb with delight, that a
thought of him had been mingled
Thus in the sacred psalm, that came from
the heart of the maiden, 255
Silent before her he stood, and gave her
the flowers for an answer,
Finding no words for his thought.
He remembered that day
in the winter,
After the first great snow, when he broke
a path from the village,
Reeling and plunging along through the
drifts that encumbered
the doorway,
Stamping the snow from his feet as he
entered the house,
and Priscilla
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Laughed at his snowy locks, and gave him
a seat by the fireside,
Grateful and pleased to know he had thought
of her in the snow-storm.
Had he but spoken then! perhaps not in
vain had he spoken;
Now it was all too late; the golden moment
had vanished!
So he stood there abashed, and gave her
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Then they sat down and talked of the birds
and the beautiful
Spring-time;
Talked of their friends at home, and the
Mayflower that sailed
on the morrow.
“I have been thinking all day,”
said gently the Puritan maiden,
“Dreaming all night, and thinking
all day, of the hedge-rows
of England,—
They are in blossom now, and the country
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Thinking of lanes and fields, and the
song of the lark and the linnet,
Seeing the village street, and familiar
faces of neighbors
Going about as of old, and stopping to
gossip together,
And, at the end of the street, the village