honor, of his riches, health, or life; but that he
may be deprived of either, or all, the very next hour
or day to come. “Quid vesper vehat, incertum
est,” “What the evening will bring with
it, it is uncertain.” “And yet ye
cannot tell (saith St. James) what shall be tomorrow.
Today he is set up, and tomorrow he shall not be found;
for he is turned into dust, and his purpose perisheth.”
And although the air which compasseth adversity be
very obscure; yet therein we better discern God, than
in that shining light which environeth worldly glory;
through which, for the clearness thereof, there is
no vanity which escapeth our sight. And let adversity
seem what it will; to happy men ridiculous, who make
themselves merry at other men’s misfortunes;
and to those under the cross, grievous: yet this
is true, that for all that is past, to the very instant,
the portions remaining are equal to either. For
be it that we have lived many years, “and (according
to Solomon) in them all we have rejoiced;” or
be it that we have measured the same length of days
and therein have evermore sorrowed: yet looking
back from our present being, we find both the one
and the other, to wit, the joy and the woe, sailed
out of sight; and death, which doth pursue us and hold
us in chase, from our infancy, hath gathered it.
“Quicquid aetatis retro est, mors tenet:”
“Whatsoever of our age is past, death holds
it.” So as whosoever he be, to whom Fortune
hath been a servant, and the Time a friend; let him
but take the account of his memory (for we have no
other keeper of our pleasures past), and truly examine
what it hath reserved either beauty and youth, or
foregone delights; what it hath saved, that it might
last, of his dearest affections, or of whatever else
the amorous springtime gave his thoughts of contentment,
then unvaluable; and he shall find that all the art
which his elder years have, can draw no other vapor
out of these dissolutions, than heavy, secret, and
sad sighs. He shall find nothing remaining, but
those sorrows, which grow up after our fast-springing
youth; overtake it, when it is at a stand; and overtopped
it utterly, when it begins to wither: in so much
as looking back from the very instant time, and from
our now being, the poor, diseased, and captive creature,
hath as little sense of all his former miseries and
pains, as he, that is most blessed in common opinions,
hath of his fore-passed pleasure and delights.
For whatsoever is cast behind us, is just nothing:
and what is to come, deceitful hope hath it:
“Omnia quae eventura sunt, in incerto jacent."[19]
Only those few black swans, I must except: who
having had the grace to value worldly vanities at no
more than their own price; do, by retaining the comfortable
memory of a well acted life, behold death without
dread, and the grave without fear; and embrace both,
as necessary guides to endless glory.