of Island affairs. Upon my word, I heard the mutter
of Almayer’s name faintly at midnight, while
making my way aft from the bridge to look at the patent
taffrail-log tinkling its quarter-miles in the great
silence of the sea. I don’t mean to say
that our passengers dreamed aloud of Almayer, but
it is indubitable that two of them at least, who could
not sleep apparently and were trying to charm away
the trouble of insomnia by a little whispered talk
at that ghostly hour, were referring in some way or
other to Almayer. It was really impossible on
board that ship to get away definitely from Almayer;
and a very small pony tied up forward and whisking
its tail inside the galley, to the great embarrassment
of our Chinaman cook, was destined for Almayer.
What he wanted with a pony goodness only knows, since
I am perfectly certain he could not ride it; but here
you have the man, ambitious, aiming at the grandiose,
importing a pony, whereas in the whole settlement at
which he used to shake daily his impotent fist, there
was only one path that was practicable for a pony:
a quarter of a mile at most, hedged in by hundreds
of square leagues of virgin forest. But who knows?
The importation of that Bali Pony might have been
part of some deep scheme, of some diplomatic plan,
of some hopeful intrigue. With Almayer one could
never tell. He governed his conduct by considerations
removed from the obvious, by incredible assumptions,
which rendered his logic impenetrable to any reasonable
person. I learned all this later. That morning
seeing the figure in pyjamas moving in the mist I said
to myself: “That’s the man.”
He came quite close to the ship’s side and raised
a harassed countenance, round and flat, with that
curl of black hair over the forehead and a heavy,
pained glance.
“Good morning.”
“Good morning.”
He looked hard at me: I was a new face, having
just replaced the chief mate he was accustomed to
see; and I think that this novelty inspired him, as
things generally did, with deep-seated mistrust.
“Didn’t expect you in till this evening,”
he remarked suspiciously.
I don’t know why he should have been aggrieved,
but he seemed to be. I took pains to explain
to him that having picked up the beacon at the mouth
of the river just before dark and the tide serving,
Captain C— was enabled to cross the bar
and there was nothing to prevent him going up river
at night.
“Captain C— knows this river like
his own pocket,” I concluded discursively, trying
to get on terms.
“Better,” said Almayer.
Leaning over the rail of the bridge I looked at Almayer,
who looked down at the wharf in aggrieved thought.
He shuffled his feet a little; he wore straw slippers
with thick soles. The morning fog had thickened
considerably. Everything round us dripped:
the derricks, the rails, every single rope in the
ship—as if a fit of crying had come upon
the universe.