valuable and useful to me, remained behind through
unfortunate accidents of transportation. I call
to mind, for instance, a specially awkward turn of
the Congo between Kinchassa and Leopoldsville—more
particularly when one had to take it at night in a
big canoe with only half the proper number of paddlers.
I failed in being the second white man on record drowned
at that interesting spot through the upsetting of
a canoe. The first was a young Belgian officer,
but the accident happened some months before my time,
and he, too, I believe, was going home; not perhaps
quite so ill as myself—but still he was
going home. I got round the turn more or less
alive, though I was too sick to care whether I did
or not, and, always with “Almayer’s Folly”
amongst my diminishing baggage, I arrived at that delectable
capital Boma, where before the departure of the steamer
which was to take me home I had the time to wish myself
dead over and over again with perfect sincerity.
At that date there were in existence only seven chapters
of “Almayer’s Folly,” but the chapter
in my history which followed was that of a long, long
illness and very dismal convalescence. Geneva,
or more precisely the hydropathic establishment of
Champel, is rendered for ever famous by the termination
of the eighth chapter in the history of Almayer’s
decline and fall. The events of the ninth are
inextricably mixed up with the details of the proper
management of a waterside warehouse owned by a certain
city firm whose name does not matter. But that
work, undertaken to accustom myself again to the activities
of a healthy existence, soon came to an end. The
earth had nothing to hold me with for very long.
And then that memorable story, like a cask of choice
Madeira, got carried for three years to and fro upon
the sea. Whether this treatment improved its flavour
or not, of course I would not like to say. As
far as appearance is concerned it certainly did nothing
of the kind. The whole
Ms. acquired a faded
look and an ancient, yellowish complexion. It
became at last unreasonable to suppose that anything
in the world would ever happen to Almayer and Nina.
And yet something most unlikely to happen on the high
seas was to wake them up from their state of suspended
animation.
What is it that Novalis says? “It is certain
my conviction gains infinitely the moment another
soul will believe in it.” And what is a
novel if not a conviction of our fellow-men’s
existence strong enough to take upon itself a form
of imagined life clearer than reality and whose accumulated
verisimilitude of selected episodes puts to shame the
pride of documentary history? Providence which
saved my Ms. from the Congo rapids brought it
to the knowledge of a helpful soul far out on the open
sea. It would be on my part the greatest ingratitude
ever to forget the sallow, sunken face and the deep-set,
dark eyes of the young Cambridge man (he was a “passenger
for his health” on board the good ship Torrens