made by others, especially the Lord’s prayer.
We should remember, however, that the Lord’s
prayer was given for this very purpose, to teach us
how to pray for ourselves. But it does not do
this, if we use it alone, and still more, if we use
it without understanding it. If we do understand
it, and study it, it will indeed teach us to pray;
it will show us what we most need in prayer, and what
are our greatest evils; but surely it may be said,
that no man ever learnt this lesson well without wishing
to practise it; no man ever used the Lord’s
prayer with understanding and with earnestness, without
adding to it others of his own. And this is not
a trifling matter. We know the difficulty of
attending in prayer; and if we use the words of others
only, which we must, therefore, repeat from memory,
it is perfectly possible to say them over without
really joining with them in our minds: we may
say them over to ourselves, and be actually thinking
of other things the while. And the same thing
holds good, of course, even with prayers that we have
made ourselves, if we accustom ourselves to repeat
them without alteration; they then become, in fact,
the work of another than our actual mind, and may
be repeated by memory alone. Therefore, it seems
to be of consequence to vary the words, and even the
matter of our private prayers, that so we may not
deceive ourselves, by repeating merely, when we fancy
that we are praying. Ten words actually made by
ourselves at the moment, and not remembered, are a
real prayer; for it is not hypocrisy that is the most
common danger; our temper, when we are on our knees,
is apt indeed to be careless, but not, I hope and believe,
deceitful. This, of course, must be well known
to a very large proportion of us; but, perhaps, there
are some to whom it may be useful; some to whom the
advice may not yet have suggested itself, that they
should make their own prayers, in part, at least, whenever
they kneel down to their private devotions.
And this sort of prayer, with God’s blessing,
is likely to make us watchful. We rise in the
morning: we say some prayers of our own; we hear
others read to us; and yet it is possible that we may
not have really prayed ourselves in either case; we
may not have brought ourselves truly into the presence
of God. Hence our true condition, with all its
dangers, has not been brought before our minds; the
need of watchfulness has not been shown to us.
But with real prayer of our own hearts’ making
it is different; God is then present to us, and sin
and righteousness: our dream of carelessness
is, for a moment at least, broken. No doubt it
is but too easy to dream again; yet still an opportunity
of exerting ourselves to keep awake is given us; we
are roused to consciousness of our situation; and
that, at any rate, renders exertion possible.
There is no doubt that souls are most commonly lost
by this continued dreaming, till at length, when seemingly
awake (they are not so really), they are like men