would never forgive her; she would drop at once from
her high estate into those depths in his opinion where
the dull average of both sexes sprawled for ever in
indiscriminate heaps. Priscilla never dreamed
of wavering. She, most poetic of princesses,
made apparently of ivory and amber, outwardly so cool
and serene and gentle, was inwardly on fire.
The fire, I should add, burnt with a very white flame.
Nothing in the shape of a young man had ever had the
stoking of it. It was that whitest of flames
that leaps highest at the thought of abstractions—freedom,
beauty of life, simplicity, and the rest. This,
I would remark, is a most rare light to find burning
in a woman’s breast. What she was, however,
Fritzing had made her. True the material had
been extraordinarily good, and for ten years he had
done as he liked with it. Beginning with the simpler
poems of Wordsworth—he detested them, but
they were better than soiling her soul with Longfellow
and Mrs. Hemans—those lessons in English
literature, meant by the authorities to be as innocuous
to her as to her sisters, had opened her eyes in a
way nothing else could have done to the width of the
world and the littleness of Kunitz. With that
good teacher, as eager to lead as she to follow, she
wandered down the splendid walks of culture, met there
the best people of all ages, communed with mighty
souls, heard how they talked, saw how they lived,
and none, not one, lived and talked as they lived and
talked at Kunitz.
Imagine a girl influenced for ten years, ten of her
softest most wax-like years, by a Fritzing, taught
to love freedom, to see the beauty of plain things,
of quietness, of the things appertaining to the spirit,
taught to see how ignoble it is, how intensely, hopelessly
vulgar to spend on one’s own bodily comforts
more than is exactly necessary, taught to see a vision
of happiness possible only to those who look to their
minds for their joys and not to their bodies, imagine
how such a girl, hearing these things every afternoon
almost of her life, would be likely to regard the
palace mornings and evenings, the ceremonies and publicity,
all those hours spent as though she were a celebrated
picture, forced everlastingly to stand in an attitude
considered appropriate and smile while she was being
looked at.
“No one,” she said one day to Fritzing,
“who hasn’t himself been a princess can
have the least idea of what it is like.”
“Ma’am, it would be more correct to say
herself in place of himself.”
“Well, they can’t,” said Priscilla.
“Ma’am, to begin a sentence with the singular
and continue it with the plural is an infraction of
all known rules.”
“But the sentiments, Fritzi—what
do you think of the sentiments?”
“Alas, ma’am, they too are an infraction
of rules.”
“What is not in this place, I should like to
know?” sighed Priscilla, her chin on her hand,
her eyes on that distant line of hills beyond which,
she told herself, lay freedom.