prided himself on being ready to believe anything
at a moment’s notice, especially if it was the
worst, and he called it having an open mind.
The girl was obviously the most spoilt of girls.
No one could help seeing that. Her least wish
seemed to be for the uncle a command that was not
even to be talked about. Yet the uncle was never
openly affectionate to her. It almost seemed
as though she must have some secret hold over him,
be in possession, perhaps, of some fact connected
with a guilty past. But then this girl and guilty
pasts! Why, from the look in her eyes she could
never even have heard of such things. Robin thought
himself fairly experienced in knowledge of human nature,
but he had to admit that he had never yet met so incomprehensible
a pair. He wanted to talk to Tussie Shuttleworth
about them, but Tussie would not talk. To Tussie
it seemed impossible to talk about Priscilla because
she was sacred to him, and she was sacred to him because
he adored her so. He adored her to an extent
that amazes me to think of, worshipping her beauty
with all the headlong self-abasement of a very young
man who is also a poet. His soul was as wax within
him, softest wax punched all over with little pictures
of Priscilla. No mother is happy while her child’s
soul is in this state, and though he was extremely
decent, and hid it and smothered it and choked it
with all the energy he possessed, Lady Shuttleworth
knew very well what was going on inside him and spent
her spare time trying to decide whether to laugh or
to cry over her poor Tussie. “When does
Robin go back to Cambridge?” she asked Mrs.
Morrison the next time she met her, which was in the
front garden of a sick old woman’s cottage.
Mrs. Morrison was going in with a leaflet; Lady Shuttleworth
was going in with a pound of tea. From this place
they could see Priscilla’s cottage, and Robin
was nailing up its creepers in the sight of all Symford.
“Ah—I know what you mean,”
said Mrs. Morrison quickly.
“It is always such a pity to see emotions wasted,”
said Lady Shuttleworth slowly, as if weighing each
word.
“Wasted? You do think she’s an adventuress,
then?” said Mrs. Morrison eagerly.
“Sh-sh. My dear, how could I think anything
so unkind? But we who are old”—Mrs.
Morrison jerked up her chin—“and can
look on calmly, do see the pity of it when beautiful
emotions are lavished and wasted. So much force,
so much time frittered away in dreams. And all
so useless, so barren. Nothing I think is so
sad as waste, and nothing is so wasteful as a one-sided
love.”