and every now and then a yellow leaf would fall slowly
at her feet. Priscilla’s heart was filled
with peace. She was going to be so good, she was
going to lead such a clean and beautiful life, so
quiet, so helpful to the poor, so hidden, so cleared
of all confusions. Never again would she need
to pose; never again be forced into conflict with her
soul. She had chosen the better part; she had
given up everything and followed after wisdom; and
her life would be her justification. Who but knows
the inward peace that descends upon him who makes good
resolutions and abides with him till he suddenly discovers
they have all been broken? And what does the
breaking of them matter, since it is their making
that is so wholesome, so bracing to the soul, bringing
with it moments of such extreme blessedness that he
misses much who gives it up for fear he will not keep
them? Such blessed moments of lifting up of the
heart were Priscilla’s as she sat in the churchyard
waiting, invisibly surrounded by the most beautiful
resolutions it is possible to imagine. The Rev.
Edward Morrison, the vicar of whom I have spoken as
venerable, coming slowly up the path leaning on his
son’s arm with the intention of going into the
church in search of a mislaid sermon-book, saw Priscilla’s
thoughtful back under the elm-tree and perceived at
once that it was a back unknown to him. He knew
all the Symford backs, and tourists hardly ever coming
there, and never at that time of the year, it could
not, he thought, be the back of a tourist. Nor
could it belong to any one staying with the Shuttleworths,
for he had been there that very afternoon and had found
Lady Shuttleworth rejoicing over the brief period of
solitude she and her son were enjoying before the
stream of guests for the coming of age festivities
began.
“Robin, what girl is that?” asked the
vicar of his son.
“I’m sure I don’t know,” said
Robin.
“She’ll catch cold,” said the vicar.
“I dare say,” said Robin.
When they came out of the church ten minutes later
Priscilla had not moved.
“She’ll certainly catch cold,” said
the vicar, concerned.
“I should think it very likely,” said
Robin, locking the door.
“She’s sitting on a stone.”
“Yes, on old Dawson’s slab.”
“Unwise,” said the vicar.
“Profane,” said Robin.
The vicar took his boy’s arm again—the
boy, head and shoulders taller than his father, was
down from Cambridge for the vacation then drawing
to its close—and moved, I fear, by the same
impulse of pure curiosity they walked together down
the path that would take them right in front of the
young woman on the slab.
Priscilla was lost in the bright dreams she was weaving,
and looked up with the radiance of them still in her
eyes at the two figures between her and the sunset.
“My dear young lady,” said the vicar kindly,
“are you not afraid of catching cold? The
evenings are so damp now, and you have chosen a very
cold seat.”